Wassup, if you lost some you loved
This is for you, homie
Love you
But you already know that
Lalala, lalala, lalala, lalalalala
Lalala, lalala, lalala, lalalalala
Love, God rest its soul
Lost it after few months old
I miss this feeling and how we used to roll
Life is good, but sometimes it's cold
Same old story written in stone
We never know what we got until they gone
That night you called it never crossed my mind
That I was hearing your voice for the very last time
Man, since then I've been wishing
To picture this relationship with my own vision
Saying some funny to break the tension up
Knocking on my windows, waking me up
I used to get mad when you did that thing
Now I'd give my life I you could do it again
From all people you met, you just let me be close
I felt like I knew you better than most
So when I see and hear things these day
I picture there and I know what to say
Yeah, you'd have laughed at death
I hope you know that I had your back
The times we'd argue would just steel our bond
Looking at the Earth from the top of the World
Would have been partner in music that would have put us on the map
With 90% love and 10% rap
When one would be happy and the other one sad
We'd talk about problems in our head
Our young days, going out in the club
You introduced me to the notion of 'love'
Man, I'd so wanna live like this for endless years
But, now, when I talk about ya I have to hold back tears
I got your family, that's my obligation
If they need me I'll be there with no hesitation
You never know when life will end
It's always hard to lose the one you love
Sometimes you lose, sometimes you win
I know one day we'll meet again
Somehow I know you did what you had to do
But it's like myself, inside, it's mad at you
We could have had a lot of years to rip
A lot of more experiences to grip
I hear you on videos saying my name
Talking trash playing a video game
Always thinking of ways to get ahead
Then I picture laid in that hospital bed
Trying to talk and scream to bring you back
Hoping that some of my words would make you react
Daily I pray to the Lord, that way
We took different roads, it rained black that day
You left my world and it was probably extreme
"I know I'm tripping, it's gotta be a dream"
I'ma wake up, walk out, hugging you tight
And said "Girl, I had a crazy dream that you died"
Then you laughed and we went out on the streets
Hopped out in the park, grabbed something to eat
Chilled and talked about life and skill
But this ain't no dream, this time is real
I hate to be stressed, but since then I do
When your mama called is like I knew
The love of your life is hard to lose
I had to call everybody and break the news
During the funeral my mind was numb
But I broke down at the burial ground
When reality hit tears ran like water
I thought your brother felt like your sister, mother
Some days are hard to fight
But death really is a part of life
If you keep their name alive they'll never live through us
They were never ours, God loaned them to us
You never know when life will end
It's always hard to lose the one you love
Sometimes you lose, sometimes you win
I know one day we'll meet again
When it was time to leave you was always slow
When I didn't know what to do you would always know
Looking in each other's eyes for hours, and more
And I'ma make sure people always know
I ain't gon' quit, I'ma live up this game
I know you wouldn't want to stop doing my thang
You job is done, your time was given
The dead are gone, we need to mourn for the living
Sometimes I restrain myself
And try to imagine the pain you felt
Death was something I never assumed
That night we brought you to the emergency room
Your family is leaving well, none of them are gone
Your brother had to live up alone
Your legacy is buried in this song,
I still got your phone number saved in my phone
Guess what this division does? I never even knew what your religion was
I guess it don't matter 'cause 'giving love' was what your decision was
Home alone watching our favorite show
Girl, a couple of times I almost called
We gave the bad side a lot of attention
Did a few stunts that I ain't gon' mention
Now you're gone away
Down the road that we all gon' walk one day
Pity we never had the opportunity to have kids
And now that you gone, I regret we never did
Friends are doing good, dealing in their own way
But right now I can only speak for Born Unique, babe
This song I hate I had to write
But you wrote the words just by loving me all your life
You never know when life will end
It's always hard to lose the one you love
Sometimes you lose, sometimes you win
I know one day we'll meet again
You never know when life will end
It's always hard to lose the one you love
Sometimes you lose, sometimes you win
I know one day we'll meet again
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miercuri, 30 martie 2011
marți, 29 martie 2011
Perfect World
Can you imagine a place?
Where all the trials and tribulations in the world...don’t exist, hehe
It’s a real place, but right now it only existed through man’s mind because…
The reality of it is that…
Until a time comes for you to get there…hehehe
And you can only picture it…
So what I wanna do is try to give you a little sneak preview of...my perception
Yeah
Watch this
Nothing but happiness and peace felt daily
A place where ya children and babies can play safely
Where people genuinely, believe in being friendly
No such thing as hatred and no memory of envy
When no problems to face every morning when you awaken
You can sleep with doors wide open and nobody’ll break in
Where love’s force field is too solid to be shaken
Where each child grows up to be great women and great men
No depression or loneliness and no sad moments
And people full-grown who never heard of being homeless
Will we manifested our gifts and no dream is to distance
And they’ll no hospital cause sickness is non-existed
And love perpetuates itself while no child suffers
And treatment of one another’s not based around color
And you’ll never hear ‘Slander come’ from anyone’s tongue
And a hundred years old it’s still considered young
In a perfect world (there would be no pain)
In a perfect world (no stress, no strain)
In a perfect world (we would all be wise and see the whole world through the tides)
In a perfect world (no war, no crimes)
In a perfect world (we would share one mind)
In a perfect world (and all we’d see is peace and real L.O.V.E.)
Nations wouldn’t verbally spar with one another
Point out flaws and seek to go to war with each other
Each person has a place in the purpose destined to flourish
No child is ever hurt a male nourish money is worthless
We learn in the most spiritually advance schools
And everything is done God’s way, no man made rules
And poverty is no longer in man’s vocabulary
Erase from human thought, recollection or dictionary
No dream, the most wonderful thing you’ve ever seen
Every living being dreaming with infinite self-esteem
And believe in the all wise ruler and best planner
We walked the planet in the most harmonious manner
Where those who rest in here get uncountable blessings
Total strengths and trustworthy with’cha most prize precession
If a man give his word, he keeps with no deception
In the mind full of knowledge is the only loaded weapon
In a perfect world (there would be no pain)
In a perfect world (no stress, no strain)
In a perfect world (we would all be wise and see the whole world through the tides)
In a perfect world (no war, no crimes)
In a perfect world (we would share one mind)
In a perfect world (and all we’d see is peace and real L.O.V.E.)
Is this heaven or the hereafter the geographical area post rapture?
The book of life’s unclear chapter?
If it’s in the sky then who derides it?
Find someone who’s ever died and visualize it then returned here to describe it
Since none had carried out that mission
The question isn’t if it’s real, the question is it is a place or a condition?
See Heaven has a great description
But men exaggerate and create division, make up written lies and fabricate depictions
So stop imaging and understand the basics
Your place been in the heavenly state, it’s self-created
That old statement "life is what you make it", is a true one
Your old existence erased and replaced it with a new one
See years of resentment left your progress restricted
Knew love can never move until your heart till hates evicted
And this place that I’ve pictured, look inside if you’re wondering where is it
You don’t have to give your spirit up to visit
In a perfect world (there would be no pain)
In a perfect world (no stress, no strain)
In a perfect world (we would all be wise and see the whole world through the tides)
In a perfect world (no war, no crimes)
In a perfect world (we would share one mind)
In a perfect world (and all we’d see is peace and real L.O.V.E.)
Where all the trials and tribulations in the world...don’t exist, hehe
It’s a real place, but right now it only existed through man’s mind because…
The reality of it is that…
Until a time comes for you to get there…hehehe
And you can only picture it…
So what I wanna do is try to give you a little sneak preview of...my perception
Yeah
Watch this
Nothing but happiness and peace felt daily
A place where ya children and babies can play safely
Where people genuinely, believe in being friendly
No such thing as hatred and no memory of envy
When no problems to face every morning when you awaken
You can sleep with doors wide open and nobody’ll break in
Where love’s force field is too solid to be shaken
Where each child grows up to be great women and great men
No depression or loneliness and no sad moments
And people full-grown who never heard of being homeless
Will we manifested our gifts and no dream is to distance
And they’ll no hospital cause sickness is non-existed
And love perpetuates itself while no child suffers
And treatment of one another’s not based around color
And you’ll never hear ‘Slander come’ from anyone’s tongue
And a hundred years old it’s still considered young
In a perfect world (there would be no pain)
In a perfect world (no stress, no strain)
In a perfect world (we would all be wise and see the whole world through the tides)
In a perfect world (no war, no crimes)
In a perfect world (we would share one mind)
In a perfect world (and all we’d see is peace and real L.O.V.E.)
Nations wouldn’t verbally spar with one another
Point out flaws and seek to go to war with each other
Each person has a place in the purpose destined to flourish
No child is ever hurt a male nourish money is worthless
We learn in the most spiritually advance schools
And everything is done God’s way, no man made rules
And poverty is no longer in man’s vocabulary
Erase from human thought, recollection or dictionary
No dream, the most wonderful thing you’ve ever seen
Every living being dreaming with infinite self-esteem
And believe in the all wise ruler and best planner
We walked the planet in the most harmonious manner
Where those who rest in here get uncountable blessings
Total strengths and trustworthy with’cha most prize precession
If a man give his word, he keeps with no deception
In the mind full of knowledge is the only loaded weapon
In a perfect world (there would be no pain)
In a perfect world (no stress, no strain)
In a perfect world (we would all be wise and see the whole world through the tides)
In a perfect world (no war, no crimes)
In a perfect world (we would share one mind)
In a perfect world (and all we’d see is peace and real L.O.V.E.)
Is this heaven or the hereafter the geographical area post rapture?
The book of life’s unclear chapter?
If it’s in the sky then who derides it?
Find someone who’s ever died and visualize it then returned here to describe it
Since none had carried out that mission
The question isn’t if it’s real, the question is it is a place or a condition?
See Heaven has a great description
But men exaggerate and create division, make up written lies and fabricate depictions
So stop imaging and understand the basics
Your place been in the heavenly state, it’s self-created
That old statement "life is what you make it", is a true one
Your old existence erased and replaced it with a new one
See years of resentment left your progress restricted
Knew love can never move until your heart till hates evicted
And this place that I’ve pictured, look inside if you’re wondering where is it
You don’t have to give your spirit up to visit
In a perfect world (there would be no pain)
In a perfect world (no stress, no strain)
In a perfect world (we would all be wise and see the whole world through the tides)
In a perfect world (no war, no crimes)
In a perfect world (we would share one mind)
In a perfect world (and all we’d see is peace and real L.O.V.E.)
luni, 28 martie 2011
Free
Ahhh, man time to wake up, I feel so good today
I feel today's gonna be a good day
Wait, why is everybody standing around me for?
Wassup y'all? O, what's wrong? You ignore me or something?
Man, I feel like I'm floating, what's the deal?
I know it ain't what I think it is... Oh-o
My soul's released, now I'm floating above my body looking down
Watching tears dropping on me as my family stands around
My bad side, feeling pain but I'm not suffering in the least
Wishing somehow I could let them know that finally I'm at peace
My momma's crying, hate to see that, 'cause she wishing God would've chose her
I never called like I was supposed to, man, I wish we could've been closer
But it's too late, I'm about to see if there's a life after
'Cause the last page just ended in my book's final chapter
But I'm free and I ain't feeling no more stress and tension
Wishing for a time extension, but it's calm in this dimension
In the world I felt confusion, drama, heartache, and depression
Contradiction, pain, affliction, attitude, hate, and aggression
But I sold my stock on all that when I took my last breath
Ain't it strange how the value of life is taught the best by death?
And I was finished, envision Born Unique's apparition, arisen
My spirit did its time, now it's lifted from life's prison
Now I'm Free
Free like the wind
Free to fly like a bird till I'm born once again
I'm free
Like the sun, like the rain
From this world, from my foes, no more tears, no more pain
I travel out the hospital room back into my old hood
Not even mad at the ones that hated me, glad to see that the living good
I see these young boys and young girls fried out and drank sipping
And I'm tripping, 'cause I ain't even tried to warn 'em when I was living
I had knowledge myself, I knew better, ("WHAT WAS YOUR EXCUSE?")
I remember wanting to teach 'em all, then thinking "what's the use?"
They'll never listen, they hard headed, walking around in a trance
Had a chance to make a difference, but now they blood is on my hands
When I was on the planet I took people and life for granted
Life is precious, time is short, I had to die to understand it
Now I'm ready to try and help, but when I speak now they ignore me
And I'm suffering the same fate that many others suffered before me
I'm supposed to be relaxed, but, man, the guilt is still lurking
I try to zoom back in my body and make it move but it ain't working
I seen my lil' partner get blasted, never thought that it could be
Wish somehow I could have saved him, now he gone just like me
But we Free
Free like the wind
Free to fly like a bird till I'm born once again
I'm free
Like the sun, like the rain
From this world, from my foes, no more tears, no more pain
Now I've been traveling for hours and I ain't seen no white light
And I ain't looking for one either, I'm just floating through the night
My girlfriend, I watch her break down as I hover above her
Even though I barely told her, I'm hoping she knowing that I loved her
Did her wrong a million times, now I'm wishing that I could kiss ya
And tell you all the things I never said when I was with ya
Now picture the whole scene change and I'm consumed
By two dark spirits walking me into a pitch black room
They show me the future and how things can change in an instance
And I'm sad to see no traces of my existence in the distance
True enough my family love me, still got picture up at home
But time heals, the pain is gone, and everybody done moved on
Even my girl found somebody else, she done made it through the worst step
My homeboys think about me, but it ain't like when I first left
That's when I realized what life's about through all the suffering
I was there to leave a mark, ("WHAT DID YOU LEAVE BORN UNIQUE?") Nothing!
But I'm Free
Free like the wind
Free to fly like a bird till I'm born once again
I'm free
Like the sun, like the rain
From this world, from my foes, no more tears, no more pain
Free like the wind
Free to fly like a bird till I'm born once again
I'm free
Like the sun, like the rain
From this world, from my foes, no more tears, no more pain
I feel today's gonna be a good day
Wait, why is everybody standing around me for?
Wassup y'all? O, what's wrong? You ignore me or something?
Man, I feel like I'm floating, what's the deal?
I know it ain't what I think it is... Oh-o
My soul's released, now I'm floating above my body looking down
Watching tears dropping on me as my family stands around
My bad side, feeling pain but I'm not suffering in the least
Wishing somehow I could let them know that finally I'm at peace
My momma's crying, hate to see that, 'cause she wishing God would've chose her
I never called like I was supposed to, man, I wish we could've been closer
But it's too late, I'm about to see if there's a life after
'Cause the last page just ended in my book's final chapter
But I'm free and I ain't feeling no more stress and tension
Wishing for a time extension, but it's calm in this dimension
In the world I felt confusion, drama, heartache, and depression
Contradiction, pain, affliction, attitude, hate, and aggression
But I sold my stock on all that when I took my last breath
Ain't it strange how the value of life is taught the best by death?
And I was finished, envision Born Unique's apparition, arisen
My spirit did its time, now it's lifted from life's prison
Now I'm Free
Free like the wind
Free to fly like a bird till I'm born once again
I'm free
Like the sun, like the rain
From this world, from my foes, no more tears, no more pain
I travel out the hospital room back into my old hood
Not even mad at the ones that hated me, glad to see that the living good
I see these young boys and young girls fried out and drank sipping
And I'm tripping, 'cause I ain't even tried to warn 'em when I was living
I had knowledge myself, I knew better, ("WHAT WAS YOUR EXCUSE?")
I remember wanting to teach 'em all, then thinking "what's the use?"
They'll never listen, they hard headed, walking around in a trance
Had a chance to make a difference, but now they blood is on my hands
When I was on the planet I took people and life for granted
Life is precious, time is short, I had to die to understand it
Now I'm ready to try and help, but when I speak now they ignore me
And I'm suffering the same fate that many others suffered before me
I'm supposed to be relaxed, but, man, the guilt is still lurking
I try to zoom back in my body and make it move but it ain't working
I seen my lil' partner get blasted, never thought that it could be
Wish somehow I could have saved him, now he gone just like me
But we Free
Free like the wind
Free to fly like a bird till I'm born once again
I'm free
Like the sun, like the rain
From this world, from my foes, no more tears, no more pain
Now I've been traveling for hours and I ain't seen no white light
And I ain't looking for one either, I'm just floating through the night
My girlfriend, I watch her break down as I hover above her
Even though I barely told her, I'm hoping she knowing that I loved her
Did her wrong a million times, now I'm wishing that I could kiss ya
And tell you all the things I never said when I was with ya
Now picture the whole scene change and I'm consumed
By two dark spirits walking me into a pitch black room
They show me the future and how things can change in an instance
And I'm sad to see no traces of my existence in the distance
True enough my family love me, still got picture up at home
But time heals, the pain is gone, and everybody done moved on
Even my girl found somebody else, she done made it through the worst step
My homeboys think about me, but it ain't like when I first left
That's when I realized what life's about through all the suffering
I was there to leave a mark, ("WHAT DID YOU LEAVE BORN UNIQUE?") Nothing!
But I'm Free
Free like the wind
Free to fly like a bird till I'm born once again
I'm free
Like the sun, like the rain
From this world, from my foes, no more tears, no more pain
Free like the wind
Free to fly like a bird till I'm born once again
I'm free
Like the sun, like the rain
From this world, from my foes, no more tears, no more pain
duminică, 27 martie 2011
Never Know Why
Wasn't my intention to put you out in the cold, I wanted you close to me
Even though you're different than you supposed to be
You made me see clear through the pollution I'm living in
But for you pollution is the definition of clean
I think I almost can't stand to breathe
From this pure horror, worst than Jason following me on the street
So what's next? Don't answer me, yield. Yup
This is normal occurrence, not something randomly real
You don't even recognize me 'cause your mind's so distant
My situation 'wow', isn't it?
Hard times. Baby, I grind to support
You, and few other friends not leaving you out of the fort
Was good you know? But more love was needed
Baby, already one year and a half and you still ain't speaking
What can I say? Look at that happy family with its child
We can't even come face to face and share smiles
Raining pure pain on my life, you stay distant
Like I was spawned a fucking a fucking anti-Christ of a Satan infant
The things you said to me just won't leave
I love you deeply, but hate sends its opposite feed
Two lives, once one, that will never be the same
If I'd just sit aside I'd have Heaven to pay
Time and weather will bring both of us in a grave
Love conquers all? Shit, I'm still hoping that's true
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned...
Most don't even know why they believe, who they believe, man
Never taking a second to look at life
Stuck in your way 'cause you're afraid to change
All alone in the dark surrounded by walls, blocking the light
Most don't even know why they believe, what they believe, man
Never taking a second to look at life
Stuck in your way 'cause you're afraid to change
All alone in the dark surrounded by walls, blocking the light
Looking at life in retrospect it's hard to regret
Stuck in your ways cause hatred is hard to forget
People talking all religious tryna barter with death
Parts of your flesh rickle up while you start to reflect
And even though nobody's life is ever perfect
You start to wonder if all the pain was really worth it
Going aganist the purpose of living, you make of love the curse that was given
While dreaming about freedom and escaping the prison
People who betray themselves are really raping religion
Don't dream of The Matrix, it's fiction placed into vision
I did it too, but now misunderstanding follows me solemnly
Tryna build future laws for my philosophy
Pain is cutting through me like a lobotomy
Not even the golden arthritis of king Midas
Could buy comfort and peace for the righteous
I survive disease and political crisis
By backstabbing gnomes that are now lifeless
And now I live vicariously through my kids
Like people who love the sport, but can't play for shit
Fighting against love ones, but still for them I'm taking a hit
I slip into a coma, roaming over the planet
Leaving the gold and the granite, the old and the famished
But just before I vanish as I think I'm at the end
The sun becomes the light of my birth and I live again
Remember back when...
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Even though you're different than you supposed to be
You made me see clear through the pollution I'm living in
But for you pollution is the definition of clean
I think I almost can't stand to breathe
From this pure horror, worst than Jason following me on the street
So what's next? Don't answer me, yield. Yup
This is normal occurrence, not something randomly real
You don't even recognize me 'cause your mind's so distant
My situation 'wow', isn't it?
Hard times. Baby, I grind to support
You, and few other friends not leaving you out of the fort
Was good you know? But more love was needed
Baby, already one year and a half and you still ain't speaking
What can I say? Look at that happy family with its child
We can't even come face to face and share smiles
Raining pure pain on my life, you stay distant
Like I was spawned a fucking a fucking anti-Christ of a Satan infant
The things you said to me just won't leave
I love you deeply, but hate sends its opposite feed
Two lives, once one, that will never be the same
If I'd just sit aside I'd have Heaven to pay
Time and weather will bring both of us in a grave
Love conquers all? Shit, I'm still hoping that's true
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned...
Most don't even know why they believe, who they believe, man
Never taking a second to look at life
Stuck in your way 'cause you're afraid to change
All alone in the dark surrounded by walls, blocking the light
Most don't even know why they believe, what they believe, man
Never taking a second to look at life
Stuck in your way 'cause you're afraid to change
All alone in the dark surrounded by walls, blocking the light
Looking at life in retrospect it's hard to regret
Stuck in your ways cause hatred is hard to forget
People talking all religious tryna barter with death
Parts of your flesh rickle up while you start to reflect
And even though nobody's life is ever perfect
You start to wonder if all the pain was really worth it
Going aganist the purpose of living, you make of love the curse that was given
While dreaming about freedom and escaping the prison
People who betray themselves are really raping religion
Don't dream of The Matrix, it's fiction placed into vision
I did it too, but now misunderstanding follows me solemnly
Tryna build future laws for my philosophy
Pain is cutting through me like a lobotomy
Not even the golden arthritis of king Midas
Could buy comfort and peace for the righteous
I survive disease and political crisis
By backstabbing gnomes that are now lifeless
And now I live vicariously through my kids
Like people who love the sport, but can't play for shit
Fighting against love ones, but still for them I'm taking a hit
I slip into a coma, roaming over the planet
Leaving the gold and the granite, the old and the famished
But just before I vanish as I think I'm at the end
The sun becomes the light of my birth and I live again
Remember back when...
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
sâmbătă, 26 martie 2011
Who Am I?
Ain't no comradery, revenge and jealousy dividing me
And rose the killer exposed, the afterworld side of me
Those I probably confided and lied inside of me
Misguided me for years, constantly, evaluated me improperly
I teach game like people taught it to me
My personality might not be what you thought it could be
See, it's easy to walk with me, when it's sunny and warm
But how many people gonna stay down, through the cold and the storm
Am I perfect? I'll be the first to tell you I ain't
Just because I try to kick knowledge don't make me a saint
Now who am I? I'm not the man you think you know
I'm trying to get up out the quicksand, before I sink too low
I'm educated by the streets, man, I done took my class
Trying to maintain but the rap game done whooped my ass
The only part of me you know is what I show you
But internally family and friends can't even fathom what I go through
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I wrestle with myself to figure out what I must do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I'm still struggling, ain't no telling what I just might do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
They say it helps to open up, it makes the soul feel good
Soon as you do it, people spread your bidness all through the hood
Living without love made hatred the main thang that I thought of
And I done did a lot of things in the past that I ain't proud of
I don't give women the respect they deserve
I never hit one with my hands but I've abused em with words
Many days I would write lyrics to raise my hood
But I'm certain that my bad side outweighs my good
I'm getting so tired of thinking 'till my mind won't run
I'm getting tired of people telling me that my time gon' come
Maybe I suffer 'cause of temptation I never resisted
Maybe my time already came and I ain't know it and missed it
It ain't wise to share your dreams with everybody, know why?
Cause even close friends will wish negative thoughts in the sky
And when I see a arrogant hoe, I squeeze his lid
I run with the thugs and the sinners, like Jesus did
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I wrestle with myself to figure out what I must do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I'm still struggling, ain't no telling what I might do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
God gives heaven to me, and other than he there never will be
One who can definitely say he knows who I am, better than me
Two things take place when struggling starts
It either brings you closer together, or further apart
If I leave nothing behind after the graveyard got me
Y'all gonna mourn two or three weeks, then forget all about me
You out of sight, you out of mind, once your heartbeat quit
And you can never be remembered if you ain't did shit
Give you my last if I got it, ain't no greed in my bones
Last of my bloodline, I never had a seed of my own
I feel depression 'cause it wasn't my intention to see
The next generation be born with no extension of me
But hopefully I can keep living on this earth through
The parts of my life that I write down and give birth to
I ain't fraud, but see, being right is hard to be
Excuse my Evil side, just focus on the God in me
Now who am I, only a man just like you
I chase money, ain't no telling what I just must do
I get aggravated, commit sin and lust like you
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I wrestle with myself to figure out what I must do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
I'm still working on myself
Just like you working on yourself
We gotta help and give advices to each other
So when you see me don't look at me as being no better than you
Cause there's might be something that you can give me that I don't have
So remember I'm just like you
And rose the killer exposed, the afterworld side of me
Those I probably confided and lied inside of me
Misguided me for years, constantly, evaluated me improperly
I teach game like people taught it to me
My personality might not be what you thought it could be
See, it's easy to walk with me, when it's sunny and warm
But how many people gonna stay down, through the cold and the storm
Am I perfect? I'll be the first to tell you I ain't
Just because I try to kick knowledge don't make me a saint
Now who am I? I'm not the man you think you know
I'm trying to get up out the quicksand, before I sink too low
I'm educated by the streets, man, I done took my class
Trying to maintain but the rap game done whooped my ass
The only part of me you know is what I show you
But internally family and friends can't even fathom what I go through
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I wrestle with myself to figure out what I must do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I'm still struggling, ain't no telling what I just might do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
They say it helps to open up, it makes the soul feel good
Soon as you do it, people spread your bidness all through the hood
Living without love made hatred the main thang that I thought of
And I done did a lot of things in the past that I ain't proud of
I don't give women the respect they deserve
I never hit one with my hands but I've abused em with words
Many days I would write lyrics to raise my hood
But I'm certain that my bad side outweighs my good
I'm getting so tired of thinking 'till my mind won't run
I'm getting tired of people telling me that my time gon' come
Maybe I suffer 'cause of temptation I never resisted
Maybe my time already came and I ain't know it and missed it
It ain't wise to share your dreams with everybody, know why?
Cause even close friends will wish negative thoughts in the sky
And when I see a arrogant hoe, I squeeze his lid
I run with the thugs and the sinners, like Jesus did
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I wrestle with myself to figure out what I must do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I'm still struggling, ain't no telling what I might do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
God gives heaven to me, and other than he there never will be
One who can definitely say he knows who I am, better than me
Two things take place when struggling starts
It either brings you closer together, or further apart
If I leave nothing behind after the graveyard got me
Y'all gonna mourn two or three weeks, then forget all about me
You out of sight, you out of mind, once your heartbeat quit
And you can never be remembered if you ain't did shit
Give you my last if I got it, ain't no greed in my bones
Last of my bloodline, I never had a seed of my own
I feel depression 'cause it wasn't my intention to see
The next generation be born with no extension of me
But hopefully I can keep living on this earth through
The parts of my life that I write down and give birth to
I ain't fraud, but see, being right is hard to be
Excuse my Evil side, just focus on the God in me
Now who am I, only a man just like you
I chase money, ain't no telling what I just must do
I get aggravated, commit sin and lust like you
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I wrestle with myself to figure out what I must do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
I'm still working on myself
Just like you working on yourself
We gotta help and give advices to each other
So when you see me don't look at me as being no better than you
Cause there's might be something that you can give me that I don't have
So remember I'm just like you
joi, 24 martie 2011
Holla At Me!
Look Mayne, I know I ain't telling you nothing you don't already know, but sometimes it's good just to listen at the same thang just to get it in ya brain
Pick yourself up, get back on ya notes ya feel me?
Don't let nobody undermine you
Just grind and remain on the post you was assigned to
Don't let money and cars blind you
Just take the time to look inside yourself and find you
Whatever you was is now history
Whatever you are is not greater then what you will be
I'm talking to you, you listening to me?
Your activity is the key not just wishing to be
Why believe when you can know? why hope when you can pray?
Why quit when you can win? why leave when you can stay?
If you wanna put the weed or the drank, or the crack down
Fight it like a soulja, don't back down
Mind to yourself, this habit was given
How can an inanimate object rule something that's living?
Every minute of the day we got our minds thinking of you
We all got sins so we won't judge you we love you
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listen
I'm tryna get you out the bed before ya life is finished
But you keep asking me for five more minutes
If you add up all the extra five minutes of sleep
Then you done slept over the years you done wasted nine weeks
At some point you gotta do it yourself
You accumulating dust just like a book on a shelf
I ain't saying what I'm saying just to preach or to bore you
I'd rather teach you how to fish then keep catching them for you
You posses so much talent in depth
But the problem that I see is you won't challenge yourself
It's a lot of successful people who been defeated
That tried and failed multiple times, before they finally succeeded it
You was blessed with the very same thing they got
Only difference between you and them is they didn't stop
Pick yourself up, friend, stay focus and driven
Cause when you stop chasing your dreams is when ya stop living
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
Don't let the pressure stress ya
You can't go through life feeling like the world won't test ya
What's done is done that milk is spilt
It ain't mentally good for ya to keep holding that guilt
Confession is step 1, changing is step 2
Problem is everybody forgave you except you
If I don't give you this advice what kind of friend would I be?
I'm telling you the same things I would want you to tell me
Feeling sorry for our selves, acting like people owe us
Always gravitating toward things that ain't good for us
And girl don't get all depressed over a boy from ya past
It's like being sad cause the garbage man picked up the trash
You might be blinded by emotions or sometime a friend
Can access your world better from the outside looking in
I can ride with you to the end and believe you great
But if you don't think you are my thoughts carried no weight
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
Pick yourself up, get back on ya notes ya feel me?
Don't let nobody undermine you
Just grind and remain on the post you was assigned to
Don't let money and cars blind you
Just take the time to look inside yourself and find you
Whatever you was is now history
Whatever you are is not greater then what you will be
I'm talking to you, you listening to me?
Your activity is the key not just wishing to be
Why believe when you can know? why hope when you can pray?
Why quit when you can win? why leave when you can stay?
If you wanna put the weed or the drank, or the crack down
Fight it like a soulja, don't back down
Mind to yourself, this habit was given
How can an inanimate object rule something that's living?
Every minute of the day we got our minds thinking of you
We all got sins so we won't judge you we love you
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listen
I'm tryna get you out the bed before ya life is finished
But you keep asking me for five more minutes
If you add up all the extra five minutes of sleep
Then you done slept over the years you done wasted nine weeks
At some point you gotta do it yourself
You accumulating dust just like a book on a shelf
I ain't saying what I'm saying just to preach or to bore you
I'd rather teach you how to fish then keep catching them for you
You posses so much talent in depth
But the problem that I see is you won't challenge yourself
It's a lot of successful people who been defeated
That tried and failed multiple times, before they finally succeeded it
You was blessed with the very same thing they got
Only difference between you and them is they didn't stop
Pick yourself up, friend, stay focus and driven
Cause when you stop chasing your dreams is when ya stop living
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
Don't let the pressure stress ya
You can't go through life feeling like the world won't test ya
What's done is done that milk is spilt
It ain't mentally good for ya to keep holding that guilt
Confession is step 1, changing is step 2
Problem is everybody forgave you except you
If I don't give you this advice what kind of friend would I be?
I'm telling you the same things I would want you to tell me
Feeling sorry for our selves, acting like people owe us
Always gravitating toward things that ain't good for us
And girl don't get all depressed over a boy from ya past
It's like being sad cause the garbage man picked up the trash
You might be blinded by emotions or sometime a friend
Can access your world better from the outside looking in
I can ride with you to the end and believe you great
But if you don't think you are my thoughts carried no weight
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
miercuri, 23 martie 2011
Truth's Razors
There is more to life than how many woman you have sex with, and
There is more to life than how many girls you have on the side, and
There is more to life than all that stupid shit
In the end honestly what really counts is physical love between people
and how much somebody cares about you
There is more to life than how many girls you have on the side, and
There is more to life than all that stupid shit
In the end honestly what really counts is physical love between people
and how much somebody cares about you
The Me You Don't See
I been torn down by the world, now it's time to rebuild
I'm real enough to call you fake and you too fake to tell me that I'm real
Out of your two sides which one will we know?
The real side behind closed doors, or the one that you show?
When I'm alone I talk to myself, that's strange to you?
I think we all do, you crazy if you don't in my view
Showing as much of my game face the world can consume
But how do I carry myself when it's just me in a room?
Don't get me wrong, I thank the good Lord for blessing my stillness
Like ignorance, seems to get more blessings than realness
Positivity I condone, but still I'm prone to do evil
Have you ever felt alone inside a room full of people?
If we could read minds for a day and hear what your best friends ain't speaking
You might be shocked, if you knew what some of these people were thinking
About you, yeah you, I know that I'm being felt
You can tell them lies to me, but you can't lie to yourself
The side of me (The side of me) that you don't see (that you don't see)
That shows the pain (shows the pain) and the misery (and the misery)
That I'm going through, (I'm going through) but never showing you (I never showed to you)
But when I'm all alone,(All alone) this is what I do (What I do)
My bad side, I'm guilty, you're barely checking that
I dream that I shed tears, the second that you came back
I activate thoughts and sharpen my wits
The deeper you go inside my heart the darker it gets
I rarely speak about my personal life, the things that I've done
Like that moment I tried to commit suicide in 2009
Or was it 2008? I can't remember myself
I can't forget where I came from 'cause I never left
Now, if I wanna live I gotta bring my serious mind back
I put nothing past nobody and it's a period behind that
I been the villain and the victim, but my love is blind black
If you ain't sure you heard me right, then rewind that line back
I take the bad with the good, 'cause they feed each other
I might be tripping, but it's kinda like they need each other
Because without good, the bad wouldn't be seen as such
And without the bad, the good might not mean as much
The side of me (The side of me) that you don't see (that you don't see)
That shows the pain (shows the pain) and the misery (and the misery)
That I'm going through, (I'm going through) but never showing you (I never showed to you)
But when I'm all alone,(All alone) this is what I do (What I do)
The me you don't see, the side that tends to play men
The side everyday he asked God to forgive him for the same sin
The side of me that's scared to fail and won't face the ill winds
That daily doubts the existence of real friends
The real me, not the M.C. who brags and boasts
The man who under appreciates women that he loves the most
The side of me that wanna give up, but will never admit it
Who knows the moves I pulled, was out of line, but still went and did it
I'm trying to gather good intentions and abolish what's left
The man that's sitting inside the whore house having a real love in his self
Do I think it's fair? I make music that not many jam
Or hourly say I ain't tripping, but inside I really am
Women come and go, relationships were never what they could be
Some loved me, but I don't think none of em understood me
Cause if they did, we'd still be together, possibly
But I can't cry about it, 'cause whatever happened was meant to be.
The side of me (The side of me) that you don't see (that you don't see)
That shows the pain (shows the pain) and the misery (and the misery)
That I'm going through, (I'm going through) but never showing you (I never showed to you)
But when I'm all alone,(All alone) this is what I do (What I do)
I'm real enough to call you fake and you too fake to tell me that I'm real
Out of your two sides which one will we know?
The real side behind closed doors, or the one that you show?
When I'm alone I talk to myself, that's strange to you?
I think we all do, you crazy if you don't in my view
Showing as much of my game face the world can consume
But how do I carry myself when it's just me in a room?
Don't get me wrong, I thank the good Lord for blessing my stillness
Like ignorance, seems to get more blessings than realness
Positivity I condone, but still I'm prone to do evil
Have you ever felt alone inside a room full of people?
If we could read minds for a day and hear what your best friends ain't speaking
You might be shocked, if you knew what some of these people were thinking
About you, yeah you, I know that I'm being felt
You can tell them lies to me, but you can't lie to yourself
The side of me (The side of me) that you don't see (that you don't see)
That shows the pain (shows the pain) and the misery (and the misery)
That I'm going through, (I'm going through) but never showing you (I never showed to you)
But when I'm all alone,(All alone) this is what I do (What I do)
My bad side, I'm guilty, you're barely checking that
I dream that I shed tears, the second that you came back
I activate thoughts and sharpen my wits
The deeper you go inside my heart the darker it gets
I rarely speak about my personal life, the things that I've done
Like that moment I tried to commit suicide in 2009
Or was it 2008? I can't remember myself
I can't forget where I came from 'cause I never left
Now, if I wanna live I gotta bring my serious mind back
I put nothing past nobody and it's a period behind that
I been the villain and the victim, but my love is blind black
If you ain't sure you heard me right, then rewind that line back
I take the bad with the good, 'cause they feed each other
I might be tripping, but it's kinda like they need each other
Because without good, the bad wouldn't be seen as such
And without the bad, the good might not mean as much
The side of me (The side of me) that you don't see (that you don't see)
That shows the pain (shows the pain) and the misery (and the misery)
That I'm going through, (I'm going through) but never showing you (I never showed to you)
But when I'm all alone,(All alone) this is what I do (What I do)
The me you don't see, the side that tends to play men
The side everyday he asked God to forgive him for the same sin
The side of me that's scared to fail and won't face the ill winds
That daily doubts the existence of real friends
The real me, not the M.C. who brags and boasts
The man who under appreciates women that he loves the most
The side of me that wanna give up, but will never admit it
Who knows the moves I pulled, was out of line, but still went and did it
I'm trying to gather good intentions and abolish what's left
The man that's sitting inside the whore house having a real love in his self
Do I think it's fair? I make music that not many jam
Or hourly say I ain't tripping, but inside I really am
Women come and go, relationships were never what they could be
Some loved me, but I don't think none of em understood me
Cause if they did, we'd still be together, possibly
But I can't cry about it, 'cause whatever happened was meant to be.
The side of me (The side of me) that you don't see (that you don't see)
That shows the pain (shows the pain) and the misery (and the misery)
That I'm going through, (I'm going through) but never showing you (I never showed to you)
But when I'm all alone,(All alone) this is what I do (What I do)
marți, 22 martie 2011
The More I Try
This is for everybody who feel like every time they take a step forward
They get knocked two back, you know what I'm saying?
You're not by yourself, there's no need to feel sorry for yourself
Just listen, will ya?
My blessings in this world come from only three letters,
I analyze life through a blind man's eyes to see better
I'm thanking for hard times and every problem I gained
'Cause struggle is ordain and one of life's best lessons is pain
The decisions I made, I made them with no shame in my game
Took the bad with the good just like a man and never placed blame
A mind stays twisted, can't even tell the crooked from straight
We give up on love but never seem to run out of hate
Seems like you gotta almost die before you learn how to live
One of the biggest things a man can do is learn to forgive
We didn't have much but grateful, every night when I pray
Knew we was poor, but we was happy, just to go out and play
And these fools thinking they understand the problems we have
Raised in the hood learning to mean more before I can laugh
If it's about money and happiness I'm down to pursue it
But don't be talking about you feel me if you've never been throught it
Life's so full of deception and lies
Look deeply and see the pain in my eyes
Why do I fall when I'm supposed to rise?
The more I try...
Life's so full of deception and lies
Look deeply and see the pain in my eyes
Why do I fall when I'm supposed to rise?
The more I try...
I see this world is on its last leg like nobody cares
Can't even pray to God without snapping my prayers
How can I strive to show love when I'm surrounded by hate?
Why even bother choosing friends when they so shallow and fake
How come your main mission in life is to take me fast?
Because if they ain't after your broad then they after your cash
Busters be framing me but they apply for my wealth
Could it be that they see more in me then they see in they self?
I been rich, been poor, been both places before
Hit the pen now I know just what patience is for
Got me pacing the floor, now my life is rough
And if I look back on past I could have avoided this stuff
How can you preach to me "my baby need shoes,
My baby is in schools"
And I can find no positives playing by y'all rules
I'm done seeing some dark days so I just came in front
Playing at this pace can get ya twenty-five to avoid six months
Life's so full of deception and lies
Look deeply and see the pain in my eyes
Why do I fall when I'm supposed to rise?
The more I try
Life's so full of deception and lies
Look deeply and see the pain in my eyes
Why do I fall when I'm supposed to rise?
The more I try
Born in an aggravated mood, swallowed game like food
They say I'm ghetto, but I take that as a compliment dude
It don't take long for the hood to put some hair on my balls
Never did dirt because I feared my mama more than them laws
Maybe we'll stop trying take from somebody and give more
They got us out here thinking it ain't nothing to live for
You got your thing I got mine, when it rains it pours
I can't look down on you 'cause my sin ain't no better than yours
And the friendship between two partners really ain't strong
And we can't tell each other about ourselves when we in the wrong
Is you a G or a faker that will sellout your brothers?
Do you do good because it's right or to be noticed by others?
See I understand why people shoot slugs and do drugs
If you was in the conditions we was you'd do it too cause
That why we dying over nonsense laid out like a pallet
If you gonna die or kill just make sure that the reason is valid
We know what pain is and what these devils tryna do
It's hard to listen to your mama when she higher than you
Can't show no weakness in this world, even the females is hard
Out here putting their faith in, mad like you wanna do God.
Life's so full of deception and lies
Look deeply and see the pain in my eyes
Why do I fall when I'm supposed to rise?
The more I try
Life's so full of deception and lies
Look deeply and see the pain in my eyes
Why do I fall when I'm supposed to rise?
The more I try
They get knocked two back, you know what I'm saying?
You're not by yourself, there's no need to feel sorry for yourself
Just listen, will ya?
My blessings in this world come from only three letters,
I analyze life through a blind man's eyes to see better
I'm thanking for hard times and every problem I gained
'Cause struggle is ordain and one of life's best lessons is pain
The decisions I made, I made them with no shame in my game
Took the bad with the good just like a man and never placed blame
A mind stays twisted, can't even tell the crooked from straight
We give up on love but never seem to run out of hate
Seems like you gotta almost die before you learn how to live
One of the biggest things a man can do is learn to forgive
We didn't have much but grateful, every night when I pray
Knew we was poor, but we was happy, just to go out and play
And these fools thinking they understand the problems we have
Raised in the hood learning to mean more before I can laugh
If it's about money and happiness I'm down to pursue it
But don't be talking about you feel me if you've never been throught it
Life's so full of deception and lies
Look deeply and see the pain in my eyes
Why do I fall when I'm supposed to rise?
The more I try...
Life's so full of deception and lies
Look deeply and see the pain in my eyes
Why do I fall when I'm supposed to rise?
The more I try...
I see this world is on its last leg like nobody cares
Can't even pray to God without snapping my prayers
How can I strive to show love when I'm surrounded by hate?
Why even bother choosing friends when they so shallow and fake
How come your main mission in life is to take me fast?
Because if they ain't after your broad then they after your cash
Busters be framing me but they apply for my wealth
Could it be that they see more in me then they see in they self?
I been rich, been poor, been both places before
Hit the pen now I know just what patience is for
Got me pacing the floor, now my life is rough
And if I look back on past I could have avoided this stuff
How can you preach to me "my baby need shoes,
My baby is in schools"
And I can find no positives playing by y'all rules
I'm done seeing some dark days so I just came in front
Playing at this pace can get ya twenty-five to avoid six months
Life's so full of deception and lies
Look deeply and see the pain in my eyes
Why do I fall when I'm supposed to rise?
The more I try
Life's so full of deception and lies
Look deeply and see the pain in my eyes
Why do I fall when I'm supposed to rise?
The more I try
Born in an aggravated mood, swallowed game like food
They say I'm ghetto, but I take that as a compliment dude
It don't take long for the hood to put some hair on my balls
Never did dirt because I feared my mama more than them laws
Maybe we'll stop trying take from somebody and give more
They got us out here thinking it ain't nothing to live for
You got your thing I got mine, when it rains it pours
I can't look down on you 'cause my sin ain't no better than yours
And the friendship between two partners really ain't strong
And we can't tell each other about ourselves when we in the wrong
Is you a G or a faker that will sellout your brothers?
Do you do good because it's right or to be noticed by others?
See I understand why people shoot slugs and do drugs
If you was in the conditions we was you'd do it too cause
That why we dying over nonsense laid out like a pallet
If you gonna die or kill just make sure that the reason is valid
We know what pain is and what these devils tryna do
It's hard to listen to your mama when she higher than you
Can't show no weakness in this world, even the females is hard
Out here putting their faith in, mad like you wanna do God.
Life's so full of deception and lies
Look deeply and see the pain in my eyes
Why do I fall when I'm supposed to rise?
The more I try
Life's so full of deception and lies
Look deeply and see the pain in my eyes
Why do I fall when I'm supposed to rise?
The more I try
luni, 21 martie 2011
My Solitary Confinement
You will be held in Solitary Confinement until further notice.
Minutes after I received my sentence
I was then sent to the threshold of a corridors entrance
Forced into a hellish existence
Already lived a life of pain, even now commenced to feel intense repentance
My hands served as a surveyor
With no light, I'm sightless I stand beneath darknesses third layer
Imprisoned as a punishment for all the bad and hate
In a place so desolate prayers couldn't even escape
The reason I was here was never communicating clear
Two minutes in this place appeared like I had waited years
When the lights came on I was bathed and bladed tears
Cause the room had common dears all of my greatest fears
This ain't Hades 'cause it ain't hot and I don't see Devils
I saw three different escalators that led to three levels
I stepped on the first one making sure to be careful
So I fluid field lines in the walls that look like blood vessels
That first floor was called "Confessional"
For twenty-four hours straight they questioned and pressed you to express the truth
Everything I did, every evil act was tracked on a sheet of black stone
I had to reenact and read it back
Painfully I suffered as I heard people applaud
I saw every face of every individual that I scarred
Childhood to teenage to adult years
Each woman that ever shed tears over me vindictively appeared
Who I hurt bad despite them loving me
And left them to suffer without the slightest concern of their recovery
I looked at all the people I dissed
Beg to torture and seek in desist couldn't leave they shackle my feet and my wrist
Then I was giving the proposition
To go to the next level or stay in this condition
My selection was to move on not realizing
That the second level was twice as painful and traumatizing
From the moment I put one foot on the next floor
I became sick to my stomach, disguised by what I saw
People who needed me in life that I chose to ignore
Stood before me with intentions to even up the score
One of them said "do you remember me?
I'm the homeless man that you didn't feed you passed right by me in my time of need
Said please but ending up receiving no love
You was leaving the club, judge me and accuse me of being on drugs
But you didn't know that I was a celestial
Angel on the earthly quest to morally test you
You left in the thought never revisited or stress you
That one great gesture without question would've blessed you
So now you'll feel the pain of those you never tried to understand, foo'
For seven years straight like they did with no rescue
The horror in the field without letter will infest you
The cycle who repeat itself eternally, unless you
Decide to go to the final stage
But it's your last one, after this there's no turning the page"
I said let's go, with no idea where I would be sent
Knowing this was it, back to the escalator I went
The last and worst floor was deep as the Earth's core
I was more nervous than the first hoar to walk inside the church door
I was instructed to sit by a wall with two slits
Approximately one inch and length one inch in width
When they opened up somebody said look inside
I was so petrified I asked if I could decline and said denied
Chances to survive was put in doubt
I passively looked in and realize that I was really looking out
I saw a tree sunlight and I rose up
Soon as a glimmer of hope expose itself the slits closed up
Once again I became mindful of my situation
The same voice said look behind you
And when I did it was such a burden
To see every person from the first two levels on the third one
I knew then I messed up, and should've chose better
Instead of one at a time I had to face it all together
How long will I be in this place, please tell me?
Claustrophobic in a small cell where they hell me
A lovely voice said just think and rewind
The whole time you was subconsciously confined in a guilt of your own mind
In these two slits on your eyes
So understand if you continue to persecute these thoughts will stay in you
But something had to teach you
We had no authority over your brain you contain the power to release you.
Minutes after I received my sentence
I was then sent to the threshold of a corridors entrance
Forced into a hellish existence
Already lived a life of pain, even now commenced to feel intense repentance
My hands served as a surveyor
With no light, I'm sightless I stand beneath darknesses third layer
Imprisoned as a punishment for all the bad and hate
In a place so desolate prayers couldn't even escape
The reason I was here was never communicating clear
Two minutes in this place appeared like I had waited years
When the lights came on I was bathed and bladed tears
Cause the room had common dears all of my greatest fears
This ain't Hades 'cause it ain't hot and I don't see Devils
I saw three different escalators that led to three levels
I stepped on the first one making sure to be careful
So I fluid field lines in the walls that look like blood vessels
That first floor was called "Confessional"
For twenty-four hours straight they questioned and pressed you to express the truth
Everything I did, every evil act was tracked on a sheet of black stone
I had to reenact and read it back
Painfully I suffered as I heard people applaud
I saw every face of every individual that I scarred
Childhood to teenage to adult years
Each woman that ever shed tears over me vindictively appeared
Who I hurt bad despite them loving me
And left them to suffer without the slightest concern of their recovery
I looked at all the people I dissed
Beg to torture and seek in desist couldn't leave they shackle my feet and my wrist
Then I was giving the proposition
To go to the next level or stay in this condition
My selection was to move on not realizing
That the second level was twice as painful and traumatizing
From the moment I put one foot on the next floor
I became sick to my stomach, disguised by what I saw
People who needed me in life that I chose to ignore
Stood before me with intentions to even up the score
One of them said "do you remember me?
I'm the homeless man that you didn't feed you passed right by me in my time of need
Said please but ending up receiving no love
You was leaving the club, judge me and accuse me of being on drugs
But you didn't know that I was a celestial
Angel on the earthly quest to morally test you
You left in the thought never revisited or stress you
That one great gesture without question would've blessed you
So now you'll feel the pain of those you never tried to understand, foo'
For seven years straight like they did with no rescue
The horror in the field without letter will infest you
The cycle who repeat itself eternally, unless you
Decide to go to the final stage
But it's your last one, after this there's no turning the page"
I said let's go, with no idea where I would be sent
Knowing this was it, back to the escalator I went
The last and worst floor was deep as the Earth's core
I was more nervous than the first hoar to walk inside the church door
I was instructed to sit by a wall with two slits
Approximately one inch and length one inch in width
When they opened up somebody said look inside
I was so petrified I asked if I could decline and said denied
Chances to survive was put in doubt
I passively looked in and realize that I was really looking out
I saw a tree sunlight and I rose up
Soon as a glimmer of hope expose itself the slits closed up
Once again I became mindful of my situation
The same voice said look behind you
And when I did it was such a burden
To see every person from the first two levels on the third one
I knew then I messed up, and should've chose better
Instead of one at a time I had to face it all together
How long will I be in this place, please tell me?
Claustrophobic in a small cell where they hell me
A lovely voice said just think and rewind
The whole time you was subconsciously confined in a guilt of your own mind
In these two slits on your eyes
So understand if you continue to persecute these thoughts will stay in you
But something had to teach you
We had no authority over your brain you contain the power to release you.
duminică, 20 martie 2011
Enter Your Mind
Come walk with me, you might not like where I'll take you, though.
Get ready, enter your mind...
Yesterday morning I stood in the mirror, gazing into my own eyes
Knowing the life that I was living, wasn't the one that I visualized
Half awoke, half unconscious, I replayed my life over
I saw the image of a man with a mask standing over my shoulder
At first I thought I was hallucinating, I must be still sleeping
Dreaming deep, I paid him no mind until I heard him speaking
And the words he spoke were deadly, no love is what he meant
Said he was watching me and I would see him everywhere that I went
I got scared and broke the mirror, ran out feeling a buzz
Determined not to quit but when I looked up there he was
I was hoping I could take the mask up off his face and see
I had 2 questions, who's this man and why is he chasing me
I jumped in the ride and burnt off, doing my best to run
Passed at least 11 bus-stops and he was standing at everyone
Saw him in my rear-view mirror, thought my sanity's trying to fool me
Cause wasn't no cars behind me and my backseat was empty
I looked at the clock and I noticed, its 2:23am
But i'm paranoid cause nobody was outside but me and him
I couldn't shake, escape, or evade him no matter what corners I was cuttin
Had a full tank of gas, but the car shut down all of a sudden
I bailed out and started running, I'm in my hood and I know it well
But the street signs had changed up, they had words on them like hell
And word on them like murder, damnation, and lies instead
And every street that I ran down, I went through what it said
I was in pain so I broke down, it all ended at last
The torture felt like 20 hours but only 5 minutes had passed
Why was I going through this suffering, what was this man scheming?
Before he took me I woke up screaming and realized that I was dreaming
I was glad that it was over, so I stood up on my feet
Walked outside to get some fresh air and absorb some of the heat
I kinda laughed about the whole thing once the drama was complete
I almost passed out when I looked up and seen him standing across the street
I took off running full speed, as fast as I could go
But no matter how fast I ran, he was behind my walking slow
With the same mask on from the dream with specks of blood on it
Tired of running for my life, he'd have to take mine if he wanted it
So I stopped to turn and face him, no words were left to say
But once he saw my fear was gone, he took off running the other way
I was confused while I was chasing him, it wasn't what it seemed
How can I fight something that hides in mirror reflections and in dreams?
Nevertheless I got to take the chance and hope that I can stretch him
At that moment he stopped running as if he wanted me to catch him
All the psychological anguish I went through was defined
I grabbed his head, snatched the mask off and the face in it was MINE!!!
I almost went blind, but it came together step by step
I was being chased by my own sin, running from the dark side of myself
As I choked him in a tight grasp, I began to understand
Right then and there the man in the mask just disappeared inside my hand
It was all a sign for me to change, and see the world clearer
I closed my eyes and when I opened I was back in front of the mirror
But even though the man was gone, I can't say that it was the end
Cause I know that if I slip up, I'll see that man again.
The enemy is not outside yourself, it's within yourself.
Get ready, enter your mind...
Yesterday morning I stood in the mirror, gazing into my own eyes
Knowing the life that I was living, wasn't the one that I visualized
Half awoke, half unconscious, I replayed my life over
I saw the image of a man with a mask standing over my shoulder
At first I thought I was hallucinating, I must be still sleeping
Dreaming deep, I paid him no mind until I heard him speaking
And the words he spoke were deadly, no love is what he meant
Said he was watching me and I would see him everywhere that I went
I got scared and broke the mirror, ran out feeling a buzz
Determined not to quit but when I looked up there he was
I was hoping I could take the mask up off his face and see
I had 2 questions, who's this man and why is he chasing me
I jumped in the ride and burnt off, doing my best to run
Passed at least 11 bus-stops and he was standing at everyone
Saw him in my rear-view mirror, thought my sanity's trying to fool me
Cause wasn't no cars behind me and my backseat was empty
I looked at the clock and I noticed, its 2:23am
But i'm paranoid cause nobody was outside but me and him
I couldn't shake, escape, or evade him no matter what corners I was cuttin
Had a full tank of gas, but the car shut down all of a sudden
I bailed out and started running, I'm in my hood and I know it well
But the street signs had changed up, they had words on them like hell
And word on them like murder, damnation, and lies instead
And every street that I ran down, I went through what it said
I was in pain so I broke down, it all ended at last
The torture felt like 20 hours but only 5 minutes had passed
Why was I going through this suffering, what was this man scheming?
Before he took me I woke up screaming and realized that I was dreaming
I was glad that it was over, so I stood up on my feet
Walked outside to get some fresh air and absorb some of the heat
I kinda laughed about the whole thing once the drama was complete
I almost passed out when I looked up and seen him standing across the street
I took off running full speed, as fast as I could go
But no matter how fast I ran, he was behind my walking slow
With the same mask on from the dream with specks of blood on it
Tired of running for my life, he'd have to take mine if he wanted it
So I stopped to turn and face him, no words were left to say
But once he saw my fear was gone, he took off running the other way
I was confused while I was chasing him, it wasn't what it seemed
How can I fight something that hides in mirror reflections and in dreams?
Nevertheless I got to take the chance and hope that I can stretch him
At that moment he stopped running as if he wanted me to catch him
All the psychological anguish I went through was defined
I grabbed his head, snatched the mask off and the face in it was MINE!!!
I almost went blind, but it came together step by step
I was being chased by my own sin, running from the dark side of myself
As I choked him in a tight grasp, I began to understand
Right then and there the man in the mask just disappeared inside my hand
It was all a sign for me to change, and see the world clearer
I closed my eyes and when I opened I was back in front of the mirror
But even though the man was gone, I can't say that it was the end
Cause I know that if I slip up, I'll see that man again.
The enemy is not outside yourself, it's within yourself.
marți, 15 martie 2011
Don't Leave Me
This is my testament for that young girl who didn't know what she wanted from her life when she had everything. She seemingly left me behind...but this was written in your soul by my words.
You'll know what I mean by the time I'm gone and you're the only one who couldn't make me disappear, you just have to find yourself.
I'm standing in the light, but the darkness overcrowded me
Guilt and doubt is try'na eat its way up to me
I'm imbalanced spiritually, psychologically, cosmically
What you looking at is real, no tricks photography
See I got a lot sins weighing on my consciousness
Knowing all my falsments be uncomfortable with compliments
Still daily I pray to win, mental roof caving in
Laboring to shake all the bad behavior I'm bathing in
Every devil with Satanic knowledge I'm denouncing them
'Cause when it counts I can't benefit an ounce from ya counciling
My visions reigns from giant pictures to wallet frames
Got a list of solid things that I wish that I could change
My mind is stuck in the past no hope there to be fed
Cause I can't turn the channel like the remote battery's dead
And out my heart I can't tune it
Although it's been years since I consumed it, it Illumes in my soul is still wounded
Lord I'm trying so please don't leave me
I plan on changing but it's not easy
If I start walking to ya I know you will need me
I can't let the forces of this world defeat me
HmmmHmmmHmmmHmmm
Don't leave me
HmmmHmmmHmmmHmmm
Got knowledge but I'm trifling, I just want my life again
God's the only friend you got, why the hell you fighting Him?
Chasing all these earthly things, my standards I set 'em low
The stuff I lusted never gave me jack but I won't let em go
My past be harassing me
I try to magically trash it but it recast itself with perfect accuracy
Confession, passive aggression...
Is life daily past predestined or left in our hands is the question?
Whatever made you presume me please don't give those praises to me
I'm a foolish vessel blessed to have the most high speaking through me
I'm grateful for whatever way He might see fit to use me
Giving me the credit only proves to me you never knew me
To the unperceptive kind I appear to be blind
Maybe because I think with my heart and I see with my mind
You're looking at a working process, not yet solid
One stage is the elevation, this is not the finished product
Lord I'm trying so please don't leave me
I plan on changing but it's not easy
If I start walking to ya I know you will need me
I can't let the forces of this world defeat me
HmmmHmmmHmmmHmmm
Don't leave me
HmmmHmmmHmmmHmmm
Damn, it seems hopeless, got great frustration
So how can I focus to chase salvation?
With my discipline not strong as temptations
New ways coming daily, creatively persuading me
I hope to be free with the revelation I received
To possibility be an example of what I believe
The road to accepting my own
It's true that I been hit with a few stones, but how many have I thrown?
See, my best I gave it, that test I aced it
But I feel like all this music I'm making is being wasted
Sadness kicks in "is it worth it?", my mind wonders
Still I understand that power is not always in numbers
I'm almost empty; it's two doors within me
See one is God's door and the other is where *** be
So bring me to where I meant to be through wise council
I win with you but I'm less than nobody without you
Lord I'm trying so please don't leave me
I plan on changing but it's not easy
If I start walking to ya I know you will need me
I can't let the forces of this world defeat me
HmmmHmmmHmmmHmmm
Don't leave me
HmmmHmmmHmmmHmmm
You'll know what I mean by the time I'm gone and you're the only one who couldn't make me disappear, you just have to find yourself.
I'm standing in the light, but the darkness overcrowded me
Guilt and doubt is try'na eat its way up to me
I'm imbalanced spiritually, psychologically, cosmically
What you looking at is real, no tricks photography
See I got a lot sins weighing on my consciousness
Knowing all my falsments be uncomfortable with compliments
Still daily I pray to win, mental roof caving in
Laboring to shake all the bad behavior I'm bathing in
Every devil with Satanic knowledge I'm denouncing them
'Cause when it counts I can't benefit an ounce from ya counciling
My visions reigns from giant pictures to wallet frames
Got a list of solid things that I wish that I could change
My mind is stuck in the past no hope there to be fed
Cause I can't turn the channel like the remote battery's dead
And out my heart I can't tune it
Although it's been years since I consumed it, it Illumes in my soul is still wounded
Lord I'm trying so please don't leave me
I plan on changing but it's not easy
If I start walking to ya I know you will need me
I can't let the forces of this world defeat me
HmmmHmmmHmmmHmmm
Don't leave me
HmmmHmmmHmmmHmmm
Got knowledge but I'm trifling, I just want my life again
God's the only friend you got, why the hell you fighting Him?
Chasing all these earthly things, my standards I set 'em low
The stuff I lusted never gave me jack but I won't let em go
My past be harassing me
I try to magically trash it but it recast itself with perfect accuracy
Confession, passive aggression...
Is life daily past predestined or left in our hands is the question?
Whatever made you presume me please don't give those praises to me
I'm a foolish vessel blessed to have the most high speaking through me
I'm grateful for whatever way He might see fit to use me
Giving me the credit only proves to me you never knew me
To the unperceptive kind I appear to be blind
Maybe because I think with my heart and I see with my mind
You're looking at a working process, not yet solid
One stage is the elevation, this is not the finished product
Lord I'm trying so please don't leave me
I plan on changing but it's not easy
If I start walking to ya I know you will need me
I can't let the forces of this world defeat me
HmmmHmmmHmmmHmmm
Don't leave me
HmmmHmmmHmmmHmmm
Damn, it seems hopeless, got great frustration
So how can I focus to chase salvation?
With my discipline not strong as temptations
New ways coming daily, creatively persuading me
I hope to be free with the revelation I received
To possibility be an example of what I believe
The road to accepting my own
It's true that I been hit with a few stones, but how many have I thrown?
See, my best I gave it, that test I aced it
But I feel like all this music I'm making is being wasted
Sadness kicks in "is it worth it?", my mind wonders
Still I understand that power is not always in numbers
I'm almost empty; it's two doors within me
See one is God's door and the other is where *** be
So bring me to where I meant to be through wise council
I win with you but I'm less than nobody without you
Lord I'm trying so please don't leave me
I plan on changing but it's not easy
If I start walking to ya I know you will need me
I can't let the forces of this world defeat me
HmmmHmmmHmmmHmmm
Don't leave me
HmmmHmmmHmmmHmmm
duminică, 13 martie 2011
I met Starlight
Yo, I take the pen out from my pocket, under the light of the stars
Write a few bars until the silence dissolves
Contemplating on what I do is good or wrong,
Dedicating most of my time making you people go on the right road
My dream has been lifelong
And even though the finish line is still outta sight, I fight on
And I ain't saying no sob stories or sad songs
I live to tell you the total truth and that's all
It's ironic when you think you found something to live for
And then thrown to the dogs like a scum
Story of my life, nothing perplexing
While others keep sweating, I just keep progressing
I'm waiting for the stars to align
In a moment in time where my words will forever shine
But until then I keep my eyes on the prize
And try to survive night after night, not losing my mind (because)
It don't matter all the moments people didn't appreciate what you did right in life
Because it takes a moment
If you listen to my words, always keep praying for the next day
'Cause your life can pass by
It don't matter all the moments people didn't appreciate what you did right in life
Because it takes a moment
If you listen to my words, always keep praying for the next day
'Cause your life can pass by
Just to find you're outta time
Every evening at the end of another day
I keep remembering all the wrong I did, tryna' figure out another way
Imagine what I'd do to have my suited lifeline for an hour
I keep asking myself 'why so much trouble if the rest of my life will be sour?'
That's why the moonlight is mine,
When the moon starts to shine it influence my mind
I stay in tune with the shadows,
'Cause don't matter bad or good, just how you use your powers
Lone wolf, soul controller, one of the few who still dares to battle
One of the few slaves on the boats who owned his master with a paddle
Sometimes I wonder how ignorance is killing the world
I just wish, at least, the ones I loved wouldn't be affected by those
I think bigger, like an ice cube going on exploration on the Sun
You don't even try, how do you know it cannot be done? haha
Motivated by haters comments
One day I promise that I'll light up the sky like Halley's Comet
It don't matter all the moments people didn't appreciate what you did right in life
Because it takes a moment
If you listen to my words, always keep praying for the next day
'Cause your life can pass by
It don't matter all the moments people didn't appreciate what you did right in life
Because it takes a moment
If you listen to my words, always keep praying for the next day
'Cause your life can pass by
Just to find you're outta time
Struggle don't murder me
How many people do you think will hear of me from Romania to New York City?
And yeah, I try to act fine and do all as well as I can
But at times I feel like a snowball in hell
I'm tryna' find my way
That's why I look so awkward, I ain't got time for play
No time for games so while my time remains
I won't wait like a time delay
I say what I mean and mean what I say
Chasing dreams night by night and day after day
I met this girl in town that I could call Starlight
'Cause her eyes twinkled like little stars
She had a smile that could shine for a million years
I wish I could tell her I got a trail of a trillion tears
If I could go back in time I'd ask her if she could make it disappear
While I was looking in her eyes I felt no fear and she said
It don't matter all the moments people didn't appreciate what you did right in life
Because it takes a moment
If you listen to my words, always keep praying for the next day
'Cause your life can pass by
It don't matter all the moments people didn't appreciate what you did right in life
Because it takes a moment
If you listen to my words, always keep praying for the next day
'Cause your life can pass by
Just to find you're outta time
Write a few bars until the silence dissolves
Contemplating on what I do is good or wrong,
Dedicating most of my time making you people go on the right road
My dream has been lifelong
And even though the finish line is still outta sight, I fight on
And I ain't saying no sob stories or sad songs
I live to tell you the total truth and that's all
It's ironic when you think you found something to live for
And then thrown to the dogs like a scum
Story of my life, nothing perplexing
While others keep sweating, I just keep progressing
I'm waiting for the stars to align
In a moment in time where my words will forever shine
But until then I keep my eyes on the prize
And try to survive night after night, not losing my mind (because)
It don't matter all the moments people didn't appreciate what you did right in life
Because it takes a moment
If you listen to my words, always keep praying for the next day
'Cause your life can pass by
It don't matter all the moments people didn't appreciate what you did right in life
Because it takes a moment
If you listen to my words, always keep praying for the next day
'Cause your life can pass by
Just to find you're outta time
Every evening at the end of another day
I keep remembering all the wrong I did, tryna' figure out another way
Imagine what I'd do to have my suited lifeline for an hour
I keep asking myself 'why so much trouble if the rest of my life will be sour?'
That's why the moonlight is mine,
When the moon starts to shine it influence my mind
I stay in tune with the shadows,
'Cause don't matter bad or good, just how you use your powers
Lone wolf, soul controller, one of the few who still dares to battle
One of the few slaves on the boats who owned his master with a paddle
Sometimes I wonder how ignorance is killing the world
I just wish, at least, the ones I loved wouldn't be affected by those
I think bigger, like an ice cube going on exploration on the Sun
You don't even try, how do you know it cannot be done? haha
Motivated by haters comments
One day I promise that I'll light up the sky like Halley's Comet
It don't matter all the moments people didn't appreciate what you did right in life
Because it takes a moment
If you listen to my words, always keep praying for the next day
'Cause your life can pass by
It don't matter all the moments people didn't appreciate what you did right in life
Because it takes a moment
If you listen to my words, always keep praying for the next day
'Cause your life can pass by
Just to find you're outta time
Struggle don't murder me
How many people do you think will hear of me from Romania to New York City?
And yeah, I try to act fine and do all as well as I can
But at times I feel like a snowball in hell
I'm tryna' find my way
That's why I look so awkward, I ain't got time for play
No time for games so while my time remains
I won't wait like a time delay
I say what I mean and mean what I say
Chasing dreams night by night and day after day
I met this girl in town that I could call Starlight
'Cause her eyes twinkled like little stars
She had a smile that could shine for a million years
I wish I could tell her I got a trail of a trillion tears
If I could go back in time I'd ask her if she could make it disappear
While I was looking in her eyes I felt no fear and she said
It don't matter all the moments people didn't appreciate what you did right in life
Because it takes a moment
If you listen to my words, always keep praying for the next day
'Cause your life can pass by
It don't matter all the moments people didn't appreciate what you did right in life
Because it takes a moment
If you listen to my words, always keep praying for the next day
'Cause your life can pass by
Just to find you're outta time
joi, 10 martie 2011
Lifted Up The Veil
As we go deeper (Now we're lifting up the veil)
Veil of ignorance (Truth will never ever fail)
Lift the veil, so we can uncover what the facade is
The best question a person can ask is, "Who God is? "
Right up to the minute that you reading there are doubts
Of God's existence, His identity and His whereabouts
And life's purpose, and how this universe functions
For eons God hid his self from amongst men
So, confusion set in
And after many years
Man developed his own philosophies and ideas
Of who the creator is, and how we all came
Without scriptural evidence to verify claims
Devils would wickedly arise aims
Who realized the truth
And then intentionally exercised change
And over time the holiness was striped down and took
God's word was not always in the form of a book
The laws and the wisdom was always told
To the prophets originally and placed on a scroll
Which those who wanted to read came and looked on
But eventually was compiled into a book form
The variations came through translations, the Greeks knew
The original tone the scriptures came from was Hebrew
The foundation of Christianity was drawn up from it
The Greek translation was known as the supplicant
A word meaning "seventy" and that number was taken
Because 72 scholars did the work of translating
The different interpretations are served as a deterrent
There were multiple versions that predated the current
The Bishop Bible, the Geneva Bible or Matthew's
The Tyndale and the Wycliffe in 1382
The Vulgate and Martin Luther even had a version
By him the Old Testament was worded into German
In the 1500's, but he let it be known
There was a Latin version in 400 B.C. by St. Jerome
There was many more who got a hold of the word and mishandled it
And they got it from the Hebrew original manuscript
Confusion, whether you use a old one or a new one
The question is: "With so many to choose which one is the true one? "
A few years ago I alluded to the fact
That in the Catholic Bible seven extra books are included
Let me list them for those who might dispute it
First and second Maccabees, Ecclesiastic it's The Tobin and Judith
The Baruch and the wisdom of Solomon were dismissed
That's how it went from 73 to 66 and contradictions started landing
When man began to change God's words and lean towards his own understanding
Now modern day idol worship rules the mainstream
Christianity and Christ teachings are not the same thing
When the ruler Constantine became a Christian
He made men combine religious principles with the ways of the pagans
Holidays like Easter were based on the phrase that: "Jesus died and rose from the grave in three days"
But if he died on a Friday it's untrue and rose on a Sunday
Then that would make it only two. They celebrate his birthday in December
Called it immaculate, but if you read the scriptures then that timeline's inaccurate
See, shepherds don't have their flocks out in the Winter
Which proves that the Christ was not born in December
See, if Jesus was 33 and a half when he was killed
And his murder took place after the Passover meal
Passover was in March or April, this is a fact
If he was 33 and one half years let's count back
See a half a year is six months, subtract from where I told you
Six months from March or April is September or October
It's over, for truth. Many died and others bled
What did Jesus have to do with rabbits and cut up eggs?
See the pagans had a ritual when Spring time came around
And women painted their bodies and hid till they were found
And homosexual men hid too
And whoever found them can do any sex act they chose to
With Jesuses name lies were bred
That tradition was passed down and that's the reason why you hide eggs
And if this is the true day then something's unclear
Why does Easter fall on a different day every year?
What is Thanksgiving about? Who are the Pilgrims?
The wicked criminals tricked the Indians and killed them
You love Chris Columbus, but he was no friend to you
He left Europe and got lost, he thought he was in India
63 years later, Africa's infiltrators
The motherland invaders, American slave traders
The devious thieves who came to Africa to seize us
Transported the blacks on a ship named Jesus
Across the Atlantic made stops in the Caribbean
Depicted Jesuses image as a blond European
Conniving, conditioned our minds and put the lies in
When Revelation: 1 and 14 clearly describes him
This won't close until all the lies have been exposed
The CIA and FBI knows of UFO's
See, some claim conspiracy and mock presented truth
Go research the evidence and documented proof
You can find them in the Bible
The prophets know what they are in the Book of Ezekiel
The wheel that he saw, the government knows they're real
But it rarely surfaces, but more importantly they know what their real purpose is
Economy fraud, people tricked by the government
Calamities and plagues are all a part of God's judgement
And in the end real truth is never curtailed
When the facts get covered up we're lifting up the veil
Ha!Ha!Ha!
Come on
Lifting up the veil
The veil of ignorance
Study
Learn the truth
Don't just take what people say on face value
Do your research
I know you been talked like this all your life
I know what momma said
I know they didn't give you this in school
Elementary
Middle school
High school
College
Ha!
Even in church
So that means it's up to you
Get your knowledge up
Don't be afraid to challenge the preacher and the teacher
Ask questions
Read
Learn history
True history!
Oh yeah!
There's a man named Elijah Muhammad
Check him out
Ha! Ha! Ha!
You might learn something
Veil of ignorance (Truth will never ever fail)
Lift the veil, so we can uncover what the facade is
The best question a person can ask is, "Who God is? "
Right up to the minute that you reading there are doubts
Of God's existence, His identity and His whereabouts
And life's purpose, and how this universe functions
For eons God hid his self from amongst men
So, confusion set in
And after many years
Man developed his own philosophies and ideas
Of who the creator is, and how we all came
Without scriptural evidence to verify claims
Devils would wickedly arise aims
Who realized the truth
And then intentionally exercised change
And over time the holiness was striped down and took
God's word was not always in the form of a book
The laws and the wisdom was always told
To the prophets originally and placed on a scroll
Which those who wanted to read came and looked on
But eventually was compiled into a book form
The variations came through translations, the Greeks knew
The original tone the scriptures came from was Hebrew
The foundation of Christianity was drawn up from it
The Greek translation was known as the supplicant
A word meaning "seventy" and that number was taken
Because 72 scholars did the work of translating
The different interpretations are served as a deterrent
There were multiple versions that predated the current
The Bishop Bible, the Geneva Bible or Matthew's
The Tyndale and the Wycliffe in 1382
The Vulgate and Martin Luther even had a version
By him the Old Testament was worded into German
In the 1500's, but he let it be known
There was a Latin version in 400 B.C. by St. Jerome
There was many more who got a hold of the word and mishandled it
And they got it from the Hebrew original manuscript
Confusion, whether you use a old one or a new one
The question is: "With so many to choose which one is the true one? "
A few years ago I alluded to the fact
That in the Catholic Bible seven extra books are included
Let me list them for those who might dispute it
First and second Maccabees, Ecclesiastic it's The Tobin and Judith
The Baruch and the wisdom of Solomon were dismissed
That's how it went from 73 to 66 and contradictions started landing
When man began to change God's words and lean towards his own understanding
Now modern day idol worship rules the mainstream
Christianity and Christ teachings are not the same thing
When the ruler Constantine became a Christian
He made men combine religious principles with the ways of the pagans
Holidays like Easter were based on the phrase that: "Jesus died and rose from the grave in three days"
But if he died on a Friday it's untrue and rose on a Sunday
Then that would make it only two. They celebrate his birthday in December
Called it immaculate, but if you read the scriptures then that timeline's inaccurate
See, shepherds don't have their flocks out in the Winter
Which proves that the Christ was not born in December
See, if Jesus was 33 and a half when he was killed
And his murder took place after the Passover meal
Passover was in March or April, this is a fact
If he was 33 and one half years let's count back
See a half a year is six months, subtract from where I told you
Six months from March or April is September or October
It's over, for truth. Many died and others bled
What did Jesus have to do with rabbits and cut up eggs?
See the pagans had a ritual when Spring time came around
And women painted their bodies and hid till they were found
And homosexual men hid too
And whoever found them can do any sex act they chose to
With Jesuses name lies were bred
That tradition was passed down and that's the reason why you hide eggs
And if this is the true day then something's unclear
Why does Easter fall on a different day every year?
What is Thanksgiving about? Who are the Pilgrims?
The wicked criminals tricked the Indians and killed them
You love Chris Columbus, but he was no friend to you
He left Europe and got lost, he thought he was in India
63 years later, Africa's infiltrators
The motherland invaders, American slave traders
The devious thieves who came to Africa to seize us
Transported the blacks on a ship named Jesus
Across the Atlantic made stops in the Caribbean
Depicted Jesuses image as a blond European
Conniving, conditioned our minds and put the lies in
When Revelation: 1 and 14 clearly describes him
This won't close until all the lies have been exposed
The CIA and FBI knows of UFO's
See, some claim conspiracy and mock presented truth
Go research the evidence and documented proof
You can find them in the Bible
The prophets know what they are in the Book of Ezekiel
The wheel that he saw, the government knows they're real
But it rarely surfaces, but more importantly they know what their real purpose is
Economy fraud, people tricked by the government
Calamities and plagues are all a part of God's judgement
And in the end real truth is never curtailed
When the facts get covered up we're lifting up the veil
Ha!Ha!Ha!
Come on
Lifting up the veil
The veil of ignorance
Study
Learn the truth
Don't just take what people say on face value
Do your research
I know you been talked like this all your life
I know what momma said
I know they didn't give you this in school
Elementary
Middle school
High school
College
Ha!
Even in church
So that means it's up to you
Get your knowledge up
Don't be afraid to challenge the preacher and the teacher
Ask questions
Read
Learn history
True history!
Oh yeah!
There's a man named Elijah Muhammad
Check him out
Ha! Ha! Ha!
You might learn something
miercuri, 9 martie 2011
Who Killed Love?
I arrived at the scene of a crime and met with my committee
There was a thousand mile chuck lines drawn around every city
It seemed like I was getting the word before the world had heard it
I asked somebody what had happened he said "Love had been murdered"
I say "Damn, Damn, DAMN" like Flo-Rida
Then I turned and asked the cornier, "What type of horrible person would go to war with him? "
Sweet indecent quality like Loveliness
He paused and then reviled it, he could have been killed by a collective mental illness
He said, "Love had been missing for years before it past"
Now that I think about it had been a while since I saw it last
Do you have any suspects in mind?
He said "we will once detectives find a time line a resign that connects to the crime"
See since the dawn of time this statement is a fact
That it suffered when men carried out any artificial act
And anytime somebody faked or misrepresented the statement
That flagrant hatred went straight to the heart, real or forsaken
Who killed Love is what we ask
Searched all over to find out fast
I can't remember where I seen it last
Damn
Nobody stepped up and took the blame
Asked for a witness but no one came
Since it been gone life just ain't the same
Damn
Now I searched around checking every dark location on
I couldn't weep, I had to do an investigation on my own
I moved hurriedly, the lack of concern started to worry me
I found every low life I knew and interrogated and interplay
I said "where were you when Love died", they were without emotion
After days of realizing there were too many people to question
I was baffled so I knew I had to break it down a bit
If I can only figure out the last person that it was with
I met an old lady who told me she can help me with my search
She said she saw Love debating with a pastor after church
Then she saw him leaving a motel with a woman who had a pistol
Late that night it was on TV sitting in D.C. with a government official
Apparently, it showed up uninvited
And a riot was unsighted, the next day I found out I was being indited
I couldn't understand what the summits was about
But I guess on my court date I'll get the chance to find out
Who killed Love is what we ask
Searched all over to find out fast
I can't remember where I seen it last
Damn
Nobody stepped up and took the blame
Asked for a witness but no one came
Since it been gone life just ain't the same
Damn
When I got to court the prosecution mentioned the life sentence
It was the first trial in history with five million defendants
To be convicted of murder the whole public was subjected
We was all guilty of it even the judge who judged it
A thought came to me that day; it is safe for me to say
That a metaphysical quality can be contained in the DNA?
If not explain to me the way
A whole population can dangerously displayed the same hate and sound dangerously declaimed
Then a voice echoed through the wind that made the crowd react
It was a child he said "Is there a way we can bring Love back?"
What if everybody stop lying and cheating and deceiving
Started being honest, open minded, maybe that would end the grieving
All at once a lot of chattering and bumping heads begun
Someone said "it sounds good, son, but it's easier said than done"
The child said "Love was killed, but it was YOU who killed him
But it will rise like latherer, again, inside the children"
Who killed Love is what we ask
Searched all over to find out fast
I can't remember where I seen it last
Damn
Nobody stepped up and took the blame
Asked for a witness but no one came
Since it been gone life just ain't the same
Damn
There was a thousand mile chuck lines drawn around every city
It seemed like I was getting the word before the world had heard it
I asked somebody what had happened he said "Love had been murdered"
I say "Damn, Damn, DAMN" like Flo-Rida
Then I turned and asked the cornier, "What type of horrible person would go to war with him? "
Sweet indecent quality like Loveliness
He paused and then reviled it, he could have been killed by a collective mental illness
He said, "Love had been missing for years before it past"
Now that I think about it had been a while since I saw it last
Do you have any suspects in mind?
He said "we will once detectives find a time line a resign that connects to the crime"
See since the dawn of time this statement is a fact
That it suffered when men carried out any artificial act
And anytime somebody faked or misrepresented the statement
That flagrant hatred went straight to the heart, real or forsaken
Who killed Love is what we ask
Searched all over to find out fast
I can't remember where I seen it last
Damn
Nobody stepped up and took the blame
Asked for a witness but no one came
Since it been gone life just ain't the same
Damn
Now I searched around checking every dark location on
I couldn't weep, I had to do an investigation on my own
I moved hurriedly, the lack of concern started to worry me
I found every low life I knew and interrogated and interplay
I said "where were you when Love died", they were without emotion
After days of realizing there were too many people to question
I was baffled so I knew I had to break it down a bit
If I can only figure out the last person that it was with
I met an old lady who told me she can help me with my search
She said she saw Love debating with a pastor after church
Then she saw him leaving a motel with a woman who had a pistol
Late that night it was on TV sitting in D.C. with a government official
Apparently, it showed up uninvited
And a riot was unsighted, the next day I found out I was being indited
I couldn't understand what the summits was about
But I guess on my court date I'll get the chance to find out
Who killed Love is what we ask
Searched all over to find out fast
I can't remember where I seen it last
Damn
Nobody stepped up and took the blame
Asked for a witness but no one came
Since it been gone life just ain't the same
Damn
When I got to court the prosecution mentioned the life sentence
It was the first trial in history with five million defendants
To be convicted of murder the whole public was subjected
We was all guilty of it even the judge who judged it
A thought came to me that day; it is safe for me to say
That a metaphysical quality can be contained in the DNA?
If not explain to me the way
A whole population can dangerously displayed the same hate and sound dangerously declaimed
Then a voice echoed through the wind that made the crowd react
It was a child he said "Is there a way we can bring Love back?"
What if everybody stop lying and cheating and deceiving
Started being honest, open minded, maybe that would end the grieving
All at once a lot of chattering and bumping heads begun
Someone said "it sounds good, son, but it's easier said than done"
The child said "Love was killed, but it was YOU who killed him
But it will rise like latherer, again, inside the children"
Who killed Love is what we ask
Searched all over to find out fast
I can't remember where I seen it last
Damn
Nobody stepped up and took the blame
Asked for a witness but no one came
Since it been gone life just ain't the same
Damn
What SHOULD be the definition of a real friend.
Real friends are those who teach you an important lesson in life, and even tho you don't realize who they are and you push them away, one day you'll have the chance to redeem yourself. If you miss the chance it means you're not worthy of having real friends, I'm sorry.
Humans taught me that you can't make mistakes in Love or Friendship 'cause you get repaid in the most hostile rejection possible, so why should you be treated differently? Fuck you, live by how you treat others. It's a curse we have since birth.
Humans taught me that you can't make mistakes in Love or Friendship 'cause you get repaid in the most hostile rejection possible, so why should you be treated differently? Fuck you, live by how you treat others. It's a curse we have since birth.
marți, 8 martie 2011
Illusions
-So, I understand that you've been having a series of illusions
-Yeah, mayne, my mind has been drifted in places I didn't want to go, mayne, I don't understand what's wrong with me
-In order for me to get a proper diagnosis, I'm gonna need you to explain it to me as detailed, possibly
-I'll try, mayne...I'll try
As I fall into a deep sleep, knowledge is the drug I'm doping up
Eyes closed, I wait for mental doors to open up
I drifted into the universal
Future events, rhymes memorized without reversal
I find myself fighting with my rage,
First page of the drama, broke up from my spiritual cage
So I let the tension build up, it almost got me killed up
Stepped in the mix and got filled up
Skies were cloudy in my brain
With pain, I see the rain, drops look like blood, I bleed like rain
I was too scared to feel it, so loud I couldn't hear it
Dimensional war: man versus spirit
As I cussed, my soul roared
I met a warlord standing before me with a shield and a golden sword
He says forever I will burn
But fighting this soul to death will be the only way I could return
Although it made no sense to me
I meditated 'til my mighty black book appeared instantly
However, death was like a conclusion
Although it appeared to be destruction, it was only and illusion
It's only an illusion, it's only an illusion, it's only and illusion
It's only, it's only, it's only, it's only an illusion
It's only an illusion, it's only an illusion, it's only and illusion
It's only, it's only, it's only, it's only an illusion
Deep in my heart, the Project, home of the killers
Dope feens, hookers and car wrecks
Found myself on the verge of getting smoldered
Tied up in a room full of fake undercovers
Caught up in the cross, the feeling was tight and solid
Had 15 g's and a sack, they asked for my wallet
They sent me upstairs, to start the hit
Apartment, 2-21 where the big boys run the street
Now ain't this a switch? I'm getting used by the police
Living life as a faking snitch
Open the door real' soft
They snatched me up and let me know a dope feen already took them off
Knowing the cops was outside, them fools with no pride
Wanted to murder me then commit suicide
It ain't no mercy and no catch
I saw gas all around my body and then dropped the match
The cops kicked until the door broke
Bullets flew, bodies were dropping both sides, suffocating in the smoke
I'm caught in this confusion
Just the thought of me dying was only an illusion
It's only an illusion, it's only an illusion, it's only and illusion
It's only, it's only, it's only, it's only an illusion
It's only an illusion, it's only an illusion, it's only and illusion
It's only, it's only, it's only, it's only an illusion
-I think it's something psychiatric, man, so I'm gonna have to do some further analysis
-Oh, man, I can't take this no more, man
-I'm gonna need one more illusion
Yeah, baby, I love you too
I'ma came to take you from school, she said 'call me before you come through'
This was a girl I loved too much
She took my mind off my problems, made me feel emotionally untouched
I'm not the kinda guy who likes to play around
Took her at my crib every now and then, just to lay her down
I felt like life was trapping me
Soon as I felt myself followed by all these mistakes she pointed out to me
Was there ever any doubt between us? Noes
Then how did you end up to get from loved ones to foes?
I told her everything straight, who's this dude you meeting out?
She said 'it's my best friend'
A highcapper named Rick
Ain't nothing changed, she was tricking back then and she still trick
Afraid to tell me the truth she asked me to kill him
On the hoop court capping for some freaks so I did him
I felt threatened, depressed but I had my girl, all I was needing
My baby said take your mind off the dude, let me show you something
Another world is what she showed me
Tied me to the bed and then she growled me
Oh, baby, youse a killer?
She said 'I know' and then she reached out under the pillow
'I hope you enjoy the blast, son
And I hope that the heat was good 'cause it's the last one'
All along this chick was gaming,
20 brothers busting out her closet, strapped, and aimed me
Could this be another illusion?
This one was real, life is over scooped out, murder conclusion
Illusion, you're an illusion.
-Man, get up, man, hey man, get up, come on man, snap into it, come back, come on man.
-Yeah, mayne, my mind has been drifted in places I didn't want to go, mayne, I don't understand what's wrong with me
-In order for me to get a proper diagnosis, I'm gonna need you to explain it to me as detailed, possibly
-I'll try, mayne...I'll try
As I fall into a deep sleep, knowledge is the drug I'm doping up
Eyes closed, I wait for mental doors to open up
I drifted into the universal
Future events, rhymes memorized without reversal
I find myself fighting with my rage,
First page of the drama, broke up from my spiritual cage
So I let the tension build up, it almost got me killed up
Stepped in the mix and got filled up
Skies were cloudy in my brain
With pain, I see the rain, drops look like blood, I bleed like rain
I was too scared to feel it, so loud I couldn't hear it
Dimensional war: man versus spirit
As I cussed, my soul roared
I met a warlord standing before me with a shield and a golden sword
He says forever I will burn
But fighting this soul to death will be the only way I could return
Although it made no sense to me
I meditated 'til my mighty black book appeared instantly
However, death was like a conclusion
Although it appeared to be destruction, it was only and illusion
It's only an illusion, it's only an illusion, it's only and illusion
It's only, it's only, it's only, it's only an illusion
It's only an illusion, it's only an illusion, it's only and illusion
It's only, it's only, it's only, it's only an illusion
Deep in my heart, the Project, home of the killers
Dope feens, hookers and car wrecks
Found myself on the verge of getting smoldered
Tied up in a room full of fake undercovers
Caught up in the cross, the feeling was tight and solid
Had 15 g's and a sack, they asked for my wallet
They sent me upstairs, to start the hit
Apartment, 2-21 where the big boys run the street
Now ain't this a switch? I'm getting used by the police
Living life as a faking snitch
Open the door real' soft
They snatched me up and let me know a dope feen already took them off
Knowing the cops was outside, them fools with no pride
Wanted to murder me then commit suicide
It ain't no mercy and no catch
I saw gas all around my body and then dropped the match
The cops kicked until the door broke
Bullets flew, bodies were dropping both sides, suffocating in the smoke
I'm caught in this confusion
Just the thought of me dying was only an illusion
It's only an illusion, it's only an illusion, it's only and illusion
It's only, it's only, it's only, it's only an illusion
It's only an illusion, it's only an illusion, it's only and illusion
It's only, it's only, it's only, it's only an illusion
-I think it's something psychiatric, man, so I'm gonna have to do some further analysis
-Oh, man, I can't take this no more, man
-I'm gonna need one more illusion
Yeah, baby, I love you too
I'ma came to take you from school, she said 'call me before you come through'
This was a girl I loved too much
She took my mind off my problems, made me feel emotionally untouched
I'm not the kinda guy who likes to play around
Took her at my crib every now and then, just to lay her down
I felt like life was trapping me
Soon as I felt myself followed by all these mistakes she pointed out to me
Was there ever any doubt between us? Noes
Then how did you end up to get from loved ones to foes?
I told her everything straight, who's this dude you meeting out?
She said 'it's my best friend'
A highcapper named Rick
Ain't nothing changed, she was tricking back then and she still trick
Afraid to tell me the truth she asked me to kill him
On the hoop court capping for some freaks so I did him
I felt threatened, depressed but I had my girl, all I was needing
My baby said take your mind off the dude, let me show you something
Another world is what she showed me
Tied me to the bed and then she growled me
Oh, baby, youse a killer?
She said 'I know' and then she reached out under the pillow
'I hope you enjoy the blast, son
And I hope that the heat was good 'cause it's the last one'
All along this chick was gaming,
20 brothers busting out her closet, strapped, and aimed me
Could this be another illusion?
This one was real, life is over scooped out, murder conclusion
Illusion, you're an illusion.
-Man, get up, man, hey man, get up, come on man, snap into it, come back, come on man.
luni, 7 martie 2011
Crimes of the Heart (Love)
I turned 21 in prison locked up at night
Now I walk around free seems like another life
Another roll with some other dice
Another ho or a loving wife
People come and go some really you never know
Intellectual midgets that really never grow
Fake love that holds on like"can I hold you though?"
And old friends will look at you like "yo, yea I told you so"
A toast to the broken hearted
Who never finished what they fuckin started
People who go out and try to be a rebel at night
Try to make up for the fact that they settled in life
It's like a fight between the devil & Christ over the limelight
Spiritual celebrity poker
But the whole deck is full of jokers
And every year that you get older
The stakes get higher
Gambling with a bunch of fakes and liars
Real talk 'cause the real World
Another roll with some other dice
Another ho or a loving wife
People come and go some really you never know
Intellectual midgets that really never grow
Fake love that holds on like"can I hold you though?"
And old friends will look at you like "yo, yea I told you so"
A toast to the broken hearted
Who never finished what they fuckin started
People who go out and try to be a rebel at night
Try to make up for the fact that they settled in life
It's like a fight between the devil & Christ over the limelight
Spiritual celebrity poker
But the whole deck is full of jokers
And every year that you get older
The stakes get higher
Gambling with a bunch of fakes and liars
Real talk 'cause the real World
Is the pain and the suffering of lost love
Staring off into the distance in the midst of the club
Depression and emptiness that lead to suicide
And the struggle inside of yourself that keeps you alive
Survived and medicated stalked by sobriety
The life that you live now tortured by memories violently
I pray inside of me that one day you could be forgiven
For murdering the beautiful world we used to live in
Staring off into the distance in the midst of the club
Depression and emptiness that lead to suicide
And the struggle inside of yourself that keeps you alive
Survived and medicated stalked by sobriety
The life that you live now tortured by memories violently
I pray inside of me that one day you could be forgiven
For murdering the beautiful world we used to live in
Love...doesn't need a complicated metaphor
And sometimes nothing needs to be said at all
Sometimes a person you with is not your one and only
And you just fuck with them because you afraid to be lonely
And when you come back its too late
So you overcompensate
Like victims of rape
Full of self hate
Lost in the affection to strangers around you
Instead of the only person that ever gave a fuck about you
Thought you were happy so you didn't come check me
But then when he cheated or treated you incorrectly
You conveniently realized you could never forget me
And tried to crawl back in my life unexpectedly
These are my indictments
Of those who claim to be righteous
And leave a trail of broken hearts on their way to enlightment
But I cant give into hatred or pass judgment
Even towards every illusion I've been in love with
'cause the heart that betrays itself willingly
Is like a nation that trades freedom for stability
Its so seductive to be cold and corrupted and isolated and try to be an independent republic
But liberty to be loved on the surface is worthless
The sacrifice of revolution with no purpose
Take it from a criminal searching for his redemption
Cursing at God desperately trying to get his attention
And sometimes nothing needs to be said at all
Sometimes a person you with is not your one and only
And you just fuck with them because you afraid to be lonely
And when you come back its too late
So you overcompensate
Like victims of rape
Full of self hate
Lost in the affection to strangers around you
Instead of the only person that ever gave a fuck about you
Thought you were happy so you didn't come check me
But then when he cheated or treated you incorrectly
You conveniently realized you could never forget me
And tried to crawl back in my life unexpectedly
These are my indictments
Of those who claim to be righteous
And leave a trail of broken hearts on their way to enlightment
But I cant give into hatred or pass judgment
Even towards every illusion I've been in love with
'cause the heart that betrays itself willingly
Is like a nation that trades freedom for stability
Its so seductive to be cold and corrupted and isolated and try to be an independent republic
But liberty to be loved on the surface is worthless
The sacrifice of revolution with no purpose
Take it from a criminal searching for his redemption
Cursing at God desperately trying to get his attention
I'll See Youuuuu
If you're locked up in yourself, or ever been, this is my sentiment
I care about you, no matter if you're guilty or you innocent
I'll keep on writing and make you understand, randomly
2 months or 16 years, we still one to be
The man in me won't let me sell you out and go phony
In times like this is when you discover your real homies
Partners that I had better checked on could be still wit' me
Seems like the world forgot you, feeling real lonely
It ain't easy for you baby, I know that you hating this
By the way, I scarred my name into your brain, and I'm sorry for it
Sometimes I'll come through to say holla, and chop it down with ya
I ain't be going out too much, but I'ma send you some pictures
Yeah, it seems bad right now but continue this road
'Cause we gon' tear the city up the second that you reborn
People still pushing you back, you'd want to beat 'em
Don't worry, honestly you're not missing nothing, just protection, love and freedom
I'll see you when you make it back
See you when you make it back
I'm hoping that you know where the love is at
I'm hoping that you knowing where the love is at, homie.
I guess I'll see you when you make it home
See you when you make it home
Until that day try to hold on.
Keep ya head up, mayne, we ain't forgot about you.
You got a good family and friends who love you
One day I thought every girl I saw was you
I'm just playing, but on the cool, homie, at least to me, time flew
But I guess I can't judge it from your view
When did you talk to me last? Why do you keep your heart sealed?
I'll keep it straight, real, no matter the deal
The truth that you gotta get yourself together
And don't expect to wait forever
I'll be happy if someone treats you good and you trust him
Know that if he'd ever go left, I could touch him
I know that you finding hard to read this, but be patient
Understand that life's a game, play by your situation
Use your time wisely, emotions can be misleading
You blindly let 'em feed spiritually your soul, without really needing
That's a humanly mistake, they got you flashed in the moment.
Be strong, they can only incarcerate your heart if you let 'em
I'll see you when you make it back
See you when you make it back
I'm hoping that you know where the love is at
I'm hoping that you knowing where the love is at, homie.
I guess I'll see you when you make it home
See you when you make it home
Until that day try to hold on.
Keep ya head up, mayne, we ain't forgot about you.
We can't forget about the people in jail, we got you
Those with kids who did what they felt necessary to do
It ain't my place to speculate, throw stones and judge
Whatever it was we know you did it outta love
And those who broke multiple laws...
Nobody talks about the number of minority women behind bars
What happened ain't nothing of your business, mind yours
Everybody wants a stereotype and finds flaws
But never let 'em say you're not a queen
I know she's looking rough now, but she's gonna shut it down, once she hits the scene
Through all the hurtin' I still believe her
I gave her classes, I know she wants something better for her life
And I know that she gon' get it, 'cause she learns from her past
Tired to talk to the people and those she loves through a glass
But even if I won't see you anymore
Beside your family and God you've always got somebody else to call home
Feel it !
I'll see you when you make it back
See you when you make it back
I'm hoping that you know where the love is at
I'm hoping that you knowing where the love is at, homie.
I guess I'll see you when you make it home
See you when you make it home
Until that day try to hold on.
Keep ya head up, mayne, we ain't forgot about you.
They say home is where you feel comfortable.
They say home is where you feel loved.
They say home is where you'd like to live.
They say home is where you're understood.
For me home is where someone thinks about you.
I care about you, no matter if you're guilty or you innocent
I'll keep on writing and make you understand, randomly
2 months or 16 years, we still one to be
The man in me won't let me sell you out and go phony
In times like this is when you discover your real homies
Partners that I had better checked on could be still wit' me
Seems like the world forgot you, feeling real lonely
It ain't easy for you baby, I know that you hating this
By the way, I scarred my name into your brain, and I'm sorry for it
Sometimes I'll come through to say holla, and chop it down with ya
I ain't be going out too much, but I'ma send you some pictures
Yeah, it seems bad right now but continue this road
'Cause we gon' tear the city up the second that you reborn
People still pushing you back, you'd want to beat 'em
Don't worry, honestly you're not missing nothing, just protection, love and freedom
I'll see you when you make it back
See you when you make it back
I'm hoping that you know where the love is at
I'm hoping that you knowing where the love is at, homie.
I guess I'll see you when you make it home
See you when you make it home
Until that day try to hold on.
Keep ya head up, mayne, we ain't forgot about you.
You got a good family and friends who love you
One day I thought every girl I saw was you
I'm just playing, but on the cool, homie, at least to me, time flew
But I guess I can't judge it from your view
When did you talk to me last? Why do you keep your heart sealed?
I'll keep it straight, real, no matter the deal
The truth that you gotta get yourself together
And don't expect to wait forever
I'll be happy if someone treats you good and you trust him
Know that if he'd ever go left, I could touch him
I know that you finding hard to read this, but be patient
Understand that life's a game, play by your situation
Use your time wisely, emotions can be misleading
You blindly let 'em feed spiritually your soul, without really needing
That's a humanly mistake, they got you flashed in the moment.
Be strong, they can only incarcerate your heart if you let 'em
I'll see you when you make it back
See you when you make it back
I'm hoping that you know where the love is at
I'm hoping that you knowing where the love is at, homie.
I guess I'll see you when you make it home
See you when you make it home
Until that day try to hold on.
Keep ya head up, mayne, we ain't forgot about you.
We can't forget about the people in jail, we got you
Those with kids who did what they felt necessary to do
It ain't my place to speculate, throw stones and judge
Whatever it was we know you did it outta love
And those who broke multiple laws...
Nobody talks about the number of minority women behind bars
What happened ain't nothing of your business, mind yours
Everybody wants a stereotype and finds flaws
But never let 'em say you're not a queen
I know she's looking rough now, but she's gonna shut it down, once she hits the scene
Through all the hurtin' I still believe her
I gave her classes, I know she wants something better for her life
And I know that she gon' get it, 'cause she learns from her past
Tired to talk to the people and those she loves through a glass
But even if I won't see you anymore
Beside your family and God you've always got somebody else to call home
Feel it !
I'll see you when you make it back
See you when you make it back
I'm hoping that you know where the love is at
I'm hoping that you knowing where the love is at, homie.
I guess I'll see you when you make it home
See you when you make it home
Until that day try to hold on.
Keep ya head up, mayne, we ain't forgot about you.
They say home is where you feel comfortable.
They say home is where you feel loved.
They say home is where you'd like to live.
They say home is where you're understood.
For me home is where someone thinks about you.
duminică, 6 martie 2011
Are you sure to not live in a lie?
Knowledge you find inside my mind is designed to kill fear
Did you know the Bible was written in by William Shakespeare?
It was done in the King James version in his 46th year
The 46th psalm is coded from the top down to the rear
Wanted his name over his work to be seen and read clear
But at the time that was something King James wasn't tryna' hear
Study the history of King James and you'll find out he was a queer
Might explain how Shakespeare did it, pay attention and listen clear
Go to the 46th psalm, what I'm saying is not fake
Start at the word God, count 46 words down, you will see shake
Then go to the bottom, you'll see the word refuge appear
Start right there, count 46 words up, you will see spear
Shakespeare. No coincidence, they don't teach this in classes
They tampered with the holy scriptures and then fed it to the masses
Confused by misinterpreted signs and allegories
Parables are painted out like fairy tales and wild stories
That brainwashed the world leaving theological masters
What was once the word of God is now a theatrical disaster
Words they gave us only serve to enslave us
Hurt us in murderous ways and got us out here hoping ghost worshiping would save us
They don't want you black man, you think you know yourself don't you?
You got the last name, but that was the name of the slave-master that owned you
The same one that beat and hung you and put you through this anguish
There in America people not knowing their real names or real language
Learn the location and description of Jesus if you've never seen him
If you don't know the lines it's impossible for you to read in between them
Now are we so gone that ain't no black pride and thats real sad
Eminem can diss black women and we don't even get mad. We surface dwellers
Lets cut to the chase and put the zodiac in it's place
Horoscopes and signs, pagan gods deceiving a race
Now when you claim that you a Sagittarius (I'm a Sagittarius) are you sure that you are?
Do you worship the constellations or the one who created the star?
Take months of the year - December is the 12th month, but I'm driven
To inform you that the root word 'Deca' means ten
So how did it get to be number 12? somehow it don't equate, my friend
How can October be the 10th month when 'Octo' means 8
Like an octopus or octagon - 8 legs and 8 sides
Artificial names invented through mythological lies
All named after so called pagan Gods in heaven
See, 'Nova' means 9 but November's month number 11
To the unfathomable abyss of knowledge I delve
'Septo' means 7 yet September's month number 9
See before you try and test me I insist that you rewind.
Try to research and see that your calendars been misconstrued
See, March was the 1st month, April used to be 2nd
May and June was 3 and 4 so now lets do some checking
See, 2 months got removed - Quintilis and Sextilis
It's time to get this knowledge now before the effects kill us
Quint meaning 5, Sex meaning 6; it doesn't stop either
They added July and August named after Julius and Augustus Caesar
Thats 5 and 6, September was 7, Octobers 8, November was 9
Now you see? It's all back in line
December's 10, January's 11th so go report this
February was the 12th and the last month plus the shortest, yeah.
Free your mind, read between the lines. Elevate your mind.
Did you know the Bible was written in by William Shakespeare?
It was done in the King James version in his 46th year
The 46th psalm is coded from the top down to the rear
Wanted his name over his work to be seen and read clear
But at the time that was something King James wasn't tryna' hear
Study the history of King James and you'll find out he was a queer
Might explain how Shakespeare did it, pay attention and listen clear
Go to the 46th psalm, what I'm saying is not fake
Start at the word God, count 46 words down, you will see shake
Then go to the bottom, you'll see the word refuge appear
Start right there, count 46 words up, you will see spear
Shakespeare. No coincidence, they don't teach this in classes
They tampered with the holy scriptures and then fed it to the masses
Confused by misinterpreted signs and allegories
Parables are painted out like fairy tales and wild stories
That brainwashed the world leaving theological masters
What was once the word of God is now a theatrical disaster
Words they gave us only serve to enslave us
Hurt us in murderous ways and got us out here hoping ghost worshiping would save us
They don't want you black man, you think you know yourself don't you?
You got the last name, but that was the name of the slave-master that owned you
The same one that beat and hung you and put you through this anguish
There in America people not knowing their real names or real language
Learn the location and description of Jesus if you've never seen him
If you don't know the lines it's impossible for you to read in between them
Now are we so gone that ain't no black pride and thats real sad
Eminem can diss black women and we don't even get mad. We surface dwellers
Lets cut to the chase and put the zodiac in it's place
Horoscopes and signs, pagan gods deceiving a race
Now when you claim that you a Sagittarius (I'm a Sagittarius) are you sure that you are?
Do you worship the constellations or the one who created the star?
Take months of the year - December is the 12th month, but I'm driven
To inform you that the root word 'Deca' means ten
So how did it get to be number 12? somehow it don't equate, my friend
How can October be the 10th month when 'Octo' means 8
Like an octopus or octagon - 8 legs and 8 sides
Artificial names invented through mythological lies
All named after so called pagan Gods in heaven
See, 'Nova' means 9 but November's month number 11
To the unfathomable abyss of knowledge I delve
'Septo' means 7 yet September's month number 9
See before you try and test me I insist that you rewind.
Try to research and see that your calendars been misconstrued
See, March was the 1st month, April used to be 2nd
May and June was 3 and 4 so now lets do some checking
See, 2 months got removed - Quintilis and Sextilis
It's time to get this knowledge now before the effects kill us
Quint meaning 5, Sex meaning 6; it doesn't stop either
They added July and August named after Julius and Augustus Caesar
Thats 5 and 6, September was 7, Octobers 8, November was 9
Now you see? It's all back in line
December's 10, January's 11th so go report this
February was the 12th and the last month plus the shortest, yeah.
Free your mind, read between the lines. Elevate your mind.
sâmbătă, 5 martie 2011
Step into my mind.
This is my chance to speak to you through me, 'cause I would love for you to speak to me through yourself, I'll show you how you gotta do. Release it.
Give me a second and let me vent a little
I promise I won't get mushy or sentimental
I know this looks so sudden like I was in a rental
Any resemblance to your life is just coincidental
A real person...will I be the true one?
Great hazards come with everyday, just spotted a new one
I gotta be strong for others when they having trials
So even when I'm feeling low, depressed or sad I smile
And I ain't giving up so cancel that
Used to only talk to myself but now I answer back
Peep the game how the devil do
He try to get you for all your spiritual revenue
Pushing you to be misguided and misdirected
New problems popping up just like an instant message
Let's take a journey through my mental maze, I'm the guide
One time I quit writing and started working nine to five
Satisfy would be in broke no longer 'bout my wealth
Started to question who I was began to doubt myself
Reduced the mediocrity so I drew the conclusion
That doing music was a true convoluted illusion
The foolish thought my gift was using seems stupid but proven
Failure to try to learn the truth is the root of conclusion
A voice spoke to me and anger asking 'what'chu doing? '
You should be moving towards your goal, how come you not perusing?
Youse pose to mash fight the past, hustle like yo dad
Get off ya ass and do it fast' I said 'alright my bad'
I started mashing hard and turning back was never mentioned
Been self-controlled and independent ever since then
My dream I was wasting it cause I was scared of chasing it
Having seen the problem, the problems never facing it
My woman curses me deservingly
With discourages and worries me because we're not communicating verbally
And even though she means the world to me
And now nervously occurs to me that she currently might not be the girl for me
Am I flawed in my action, obviously
I know my own philosophy is still with double standards in hypocrisy
But this right at acidity I strive to be
Real with those who real with me, and try to best person that I can be
My greatest quality is self-motivation
I'm the product of the wildest streets and that's the side of me I show the nation
I seen it all I've been defenseless afraid
But at a early age I grew out off my sensitive stage
Now I'm grown and I'm still standing strong nothing's scaring me
If you gotta cry, go ahead and cry tears are therapy
I promise whatever you going through will be done in time
Keeping it in ain't never good, say what's on your mind
Release it, let it go it ain't good to hold it, confession is medicine for your soul, my friend.
Give me a second and let me vent a little
I promise I won't get mushy or sentimental
I know this looks so sudden like I was in a rental
Any resemblance to your life is just coincidental
A real person...will I be the true one?
Great hazards come with everyday, just spotted a new one
I gotta be strong for others when they having trials
So even when I'm feeling low, depressed or sad I smile
And I ain't giving up so cancel that
Used to only talk to myself but now I answer back
Peep the game how the devil do
He try to get you for all your spiritual revenue
Pushing you to be misguided and misdirected
New problems popping up just like an instant message
Let's take a journey through my mental maze, I'm the guide
One time I quit writing and started working nine to five
Satisfy would be in broke no longer 'bout my wealth
Started to question who I was began to doubt myself
Reduced the mediocrity so I drew the conclusion
That doing music was a true convoluted illusion
The foolish thought my gift was using seems stupid but proven
Failure to try to learn the truth is the root of conclusion
A voice spoke to me and anger asking 'what'chu doing? '
You should be moving towards your goal, how come you not perusing?
Youse pose to mash fight the past, hustle like yo dad
Get off ya ass and do it fast' I said 'alright my bad'
I started mashing hard and turning back was never mentioned
Been self-controlled and independent ever since then
My dream I was wasting it cause I was scared of chasing it
Having seen the problem, the problems never facing it
My woman curses me deservingly
With discourages and worries me because we're not communicating verbally
And even though she means the world to me
And now nervously occurs to me that she currently might not be the girl for me
Am I flawed in my action, obviously
I know my own philosophy is still with double standards in hypocrisy
But this right at acidity I strive to be
Real with those who real with me, and try to best person that I can be
My greatest quality is self-motivation
I'm the product of the wildest streets and that's the side of me I show the nation
I seen it all I've been defenseless afraid
But at a early age I grew out off my sensitive stage
Now I'm grown and I'm still standing strong nothing's scaring me
If you gotta cry, go ahead and cry tears are therapy
I promise whatever you going through will be done in time
Keeping it in ain't never good, say what's on your mind
Release it, let it go it ain't good to hold it, confession is medicine for your soul, my friend.
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