Do or don't? Time to take yo pick
Do or don't? Time to take yo pick
Your pick? Your pick? Your pick...?
I got a couple of do's and don't's for y'all , but I'ma start with the don't's 'cause I didn't know what to do with the do's, haha.
Don't get caught up with the wrong people
There's a thin line between good and evil, you know it by the way they treat you
Don't let the money and the fame blind you
It can disappear, but your family stays by you
So don't for a second take your loved ones for granted
It all got very clear, today, my gramps left this planet
Found him lifeless on the floor
Don't wish punk death 'cause you may get what you wishing for
Don't be afraid to ask for help
Don't ask others what to do with your life, just ask yourself
Don't say 'yes' if you mean 'no', don't say 'no' when you mean 'yes'
It just creates a mess, it only makes you stress
So don't waste your breath on the negative
"I wish i never did"
Don't make a promise that you won't keep
And whatever you do, don't sleep
Do or don't? Don't or do?
Nobody can decide, man, only you
I know what you're going through
And you know it's true
If you try and make it stick
Time to take your pick
Do or don't? Don't or do?
Nobody can decide, man, only you
I know what you're going through
And you know it's true
If you try and make it stick
Time to take your pick
Don't judge a book by its cover
Even twins have passed through different things, though they look like each other
Don't regret the past, respect the past
'Cause when it's gone it's gone
And you need to move on
Don't hold your tongue, speak the truth
Don't grow up too fast, seize the youth
Don't let life pass you by
You have to try or you'll regret it on the day of the last goodbye
Don't underestimate the power of hard work
Even if you packed days after hours of hard work
'Cause when the reward comes is all worth it
Don't look for flaws when it's all perfect
Don't play with people's emotions 'cause they're as deep as the ocean,
It's better than keep 'em from hoping
And don't think you're worth less 'cause you're less paid
...'Cause that can change the next day
Do or don't? Don't or do?
Nobody can decide, man, only you
I know what you're going through
And you know it's true
If you try and make it stick
Time to take your pick
Do or don't? Don't or do?
Nobody can decide, man, only you
I know what you're going through
And you know it's true
If you try and make it stick
Time to take your pick
Been together since 17
He promised to show her things she's never seen
But almost every dream reaches the point of no return and you wake up
From make ups to break ups, you know it doesn't take much
Now she was 23, they had a child together, he was never home
Had to raise him all alone
But he said "If I make you my wife
You won't have to struggle a day in your life"
And she believed him, despite his cheating, despite her missing of freedom
For some reason she couldn't leave him
Three months later, 2 days before the wedding, laying in the bedroom
She realized that she was pregnant
Full of disaster, her world is spinning faster
She's the slave, he's the master
And that's why...despite the lack of respect, to neglect to live in lie too
She said "I do"
But for the rest of the ceremony she couldn't stop thinking...
Do or don't? Don't or do?
Nobody can decide, man, only you
I know what you're going through
And you know it's true
If you try and make it stick
Time to take your pick
Do or don't? Don't or do?
Nobody can decide, man, only you
I know what you're going through
And you know it's true
If you try and make it stick
Time to take your pick
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marți, 28 iunie 2011
joi, 23 iunie 2011
I Don't Know How To Fly Alone
Man, I don't how to fly alone, but I must try it
I'm looking for angels but I find only rotten peeps, but I can't quit
All my struggle in changing the world...
But what's the use if I can't even be with the one I love?
They don't understand me, the pain of solitude
While I dream of flying at the highest altitude
Tell me if everything is alright
Or if you can't even cry 'cause you don't even have no more tears in your eyes
Life ain't easy, man, life kills
You can read it in my face even when I grin
It's written in my eyes, wounds, my pages
A life that imprisoned me into cages
Now I can keep on being delusional of the facts
That she will never ever come back
But it hurts, and I know me best
It's here on Earth my place
A man like me doesn't know to fly alone
But I swear that one time I've been up there on my own
Too far to go back
There was this Girl Who seemed like a white angel that stood by me between the sea and stars, holding
me tight
I was watching the world go 'round, no redeeming
There was just a man to blossom, one soul, one empire, man I knew I was dreaming
A man like me doesn't know to fly alone
Everyday it hurts more, believe me
I walk blind in a world where there's no real believing
Between thinking of her and paying my bills...
People, let me fly or throw me down of these hills
Don't keep me tied between grey and black, I walk loveless
Through my town feeling stranger and homeless
Please, I need your hands once again to take me away
We're not alive here in this world in disarray
I wake up depressed, I hate myself
Watching my reflection, 'cause I've lost my good part in herself
I'm growing up without someone to love
I just need to scream "I miss so much someone to hold"
I can dream of models and interviews
My face all over the televisions
But com on man, what are you looking for? Paradise?
I won't even be able to see its gates when I wake up from this endless nightmare
A man like me doesn't know to fly alone
But I swear that one time I've been up there on my own
Too far to go back
There was this Girl Who seemed like a white angel that stood by me between the sea and stars, holding
me tight
I was watching the world go 'round, no redeeming
There was just a man to blossom, one soul, one empire, man I knew I was dreaming
A man like me doesn't know to fly alone
I swear that one time I've been up there on my own
Too far to go back
There was this Girl Who seemed like a white angel that stood by me between the sea and stars, holding me tight
I was watching the world go 'round, no redeeming
There was just a man to blossom, one soul, one empire, man I knew I was dreaming
A man like me doesn't know to fly alone
This is your life.
Smoking everyday.
Going out with people that you think they're your friends, but they aren't
Work enough to pay your clothes and then BOOM
You won a bomb, man, now you won't have to worry about your bills anymore
Heh, it's alright man, it's alright. You know you're doing the right thing
You can almost find a common sense in all this
Until one day they come...
The ghosts from your past.
I'm looking for angels but I find only rotten peeps, but I can't quit
All my struggle in changing the world...
But what's the use if I can't even be with the one I love?
They don't understand me, the pain of solitude
While I dream of flying at the highest altitude
Tell me if everything is alright
Or if you can't even cry 'cause you don't even have no more tears in your eyes
Life ain't easy, man, life kills
You can read it in my face even when I grin
It's written in my eyes, wounds, my pages
A life that imprisoned me into cages
Now I can keep on being delusional of the facts
That she will never ever come back
But it hurts, and I know me best
It's here on Earth my place
A man like me doesn't know to fly alone
But I swear that one time I've been up there on my own
Too far to go back
There was this Girl Who seemed like a white angel that stood by me between the sea and stars, holding
me tight
I was watching the world go 'round, no redeeming
There was just a man to blossom, one soul, one empire, man I knew I was dreaming
A man like me doesn't know to fly alone
Everyday it hurts more, believe me
I walk blind in a world where there's no real believing
Between thinking of her and paying my bills...
People, let me fly or throw me down of these hills
Don't keep me tied between grey and black, I walk loveless
Through my town feeling stranger and homeless
Please, I need your hands once again to take me away
We're not alive here in this world in disarray
I wake up depressed, I hate myself
Watching my reflection, 'cause I've lost my good part in herself
I'm growing up without someone to love
I just need to scream "I miss so much someone to hold"
I can dream of models and interviews
My face all over the televisions
But com on man, what are you looking for? Paradise?
I won't even be able to see its gates when I wake up from this endless nightmare
A man like me doesn't know to fly alone
But I swear that one time I've been up there on my own
Too far to go back
There was this Girl Who seemed like a white angel that stood by me between the sea and stars, holding
me tight
I was watching the world go 'round, no redeeming
There was just a man to blossom, one soul, one empire, man I knew I was dreaming
A man like me doesn't know to fly alone
I swear that one time I've been up there on my own
Too far to go back
There was this Girl Who seemed like a white angel that stood by me between the sea and stars, holding me tight
I was watching the world go 'round, no redeeming
There was just a man to blossom, one soul, one empire, man I knew I was dreaming
A man like me doesn't know to fly alone
This is your life.
Smoking everyday.
Going out with people that you think they're your friends, but they aren't
Work enough to pay your clothes and then BOOM
You won a bomb, man, now you won't have to worry about your bills anymore
Heh, it's alright man, it's alright. You know you're doing the right thing
You can almost find a common sense in all this
Until one day they come...
The ghosts from your past.
miercuri, 22 iunie 2011
Non So Volare
Uomo, non so volare ma devo provarci
Voglio angeli ma vedo solo marci
Tutti i miei sforzi si riuscire in un contesto stile
Ma non mi riescono a capire
Sono solo-solo, con fallimenti e corse all'oro
Intanto sogno al volo
Dimmi se tutto e' andato come pensavi te
O se non piangi perche' non hai piu' neanche le lacrime
La vita non e' facile, uomo la vita uccide
Puoi leggerlo negli occhi din un uomo come me anche quando ride
E scritto sul braccio, nello spazio tra le ferite, incide
Una pelle che tra smania mi uccide, uomini dinamite
Ora io posso continuare a cercare d'illudermi
E che non sia soltanto un tirare o trovare degli utili
Ma fa male, e ormai mi conosco
E' qua a terra il mio posto
Ha, un uomo come me non sa volare,
Ma ti giuro che una volta ci sono stato in alto, troppo lontano per poterci tornare.
C'era una ragazza che mi sembrava un angelo bianco, al mio fianco,
Mi stava accanto tra le stelle e il mare
Guardavo il mondo girare senza nessun rimpianto, un uomo a terra da coltivare
Un solo popolo, una sola anima e nient'altro, uomo sapevo di sognare
Un uomo come non sa volare
Ogni giorno fa piu' male, credimi
Oggi cavalco un animale senza redini
Tra pensare a lei ed ai miei crediti...
Ma gente, fatemi volare oppure uccidetemi
Non tenetemi cosi', tra seppie e nero
Giro senza'affetto per la mia citta' e mi sento straniero
Uomo portami via da qua, non siamo vivi qua
Siamo cattivi perche' siamo in cattivita'
Mi sveglio depresso, odio me stesso
Mi guardo allo specchio del fottuto riflesso
Perche' cresco senza qualcuno d'amare
Ho solo bisogno di gridare 'QUANTO MI MANCA QUALCUNO D'ABBRACCIARE'
Posso sognare di modelle e interviste
Con la mia faccia sopra tutte le riviste
Andiamo, cos'e' che cerchi? Un pezzo di paradiso?
Neanche per mezzo paradiso non avresti i cancelli aperti...
Un uomo come me non sa volare
Ha, un uomo come me non sa volare,
Ma ti giuro che una volta ci sono stato in alto, troppo lontano per poterci tornare.
C'era una ragazza che mi sembrava un angelo bianco, al mio fianco,
Mi stava accanto tra le stelle e il mare
Guardavo il mondo girare senza nessun rimpianto, un uomo a terra da coltivare
Un solo popolo, una sola anima e nient'altro, uomo sapevo di sognare
Un uomo come non sa volare
Ha, un uomo come me non sa volare,
Ma ti giuro che una volta ci sono stato in alto, troppo lontano per poterci tornare.
C'era una ragazza che mi sembrava un angelo bianco, al mio fianco,
Mi stava accanto tra le stelle e il mare
Guardavo il mondo girare senza nessun rimpianto, un uomo a terra da coltivare
Un solo popolo, una sola anima e nient'altro, uomo sapevo di sognare
Un uomo come non sa volare
Voglio angeli ma vedo solo marci
Tutti i miei sforzi si riuscire in un contesto stile
Ma non mi riescono a capire
Sono solo-solo, con fallimenti e corse all'oro
Intanto sogno al volo
Dimmi se tutto e' andato come pensavi te
O se non piangi perche' non hai piu' neanche le lacrime
La vita non e' facile, uomo la vita uccide
Puoi leggerlo negli occhi din un uomo come me anche quando ride
E scritto sul braccio, nello spazio tra le ferite, incide
Una pelle che tra smania mi uccide, uomini dinamite
Ora io posso continuare a cercare d'illudermi
E che non sia soltanto un tirare o trovare degli utili
Ma fa male, e ormai mi conosco
E' qua a terra il mio posto
Ha, un uomo come me non sa volare,
Ma ti giuro che una volta ci sono stato in alto, troppo lontano per poterci tornare.
C'era una ragazza che mi sembrava un angelo bianco, al mio fianco,
Mi stava accanto tra le stelle e il mare
Guardavo il mondo girare senza nessun rimpianto, un uomo a terra da coltivare
Un solo popolo, una sola anima e nient'altro, uomo sapevo di sognare
Un uomo come non sa volare
Ogni giorno fa piu' male, credimi
Oggi cavalco un animale senza redini
Tra pensare a lei ed ai miei crediti...
Ma gente, fatemi volare oppure uccidetemi
Non tenetemi cosi', tra seppie e nero
Giro senza'affetto per la mia citta' e mi sento straniero
Uomo portami via da qua, non siamo vivi qua
Siamo cattivi perche' siamo in cattivita'
Mi sveglio depresso, odio me stesso
Mi guardo allo specchio del fottuto riflesso
Perche' cresco senza qualcuno d'amare
Ho solo bisogno di gridare 'QUANTO MI MANCA QUALCUNO D'ABBRACCIARE'
Posso sognare di modelle e interviste
Con la mia faccia sopra tutte le riviste
Andiamo, cos'e' che cerchi? Un pezzo di paradiso?
Neanche per mezzo paradiso non avresti i cancelli aperti...
Un uomo come me non sa volare
Ha, un uomo come me non sa volare,
Ma ti giuro che una volta ci sono stato in alto, troppo lontano per poterci tornare.
C'era una ragazza che mi sembrava un angelo bianco, al mio fianco,
Mi stava accanto tra le stelle e il mare
Guardavo il mondo girare senza nessun rimpianto, un uomo a terra da coltivare
Un solo popolo, una sola anima e nient'altro, uomo sapevo di sognare
Un uomo come non sa volare
Ha, un uomo come me non sa volare,
Ma ti giuro che una volta ci sono stato in alto, troppo lontano per poterci tornare.
C'era una ragazza che mi sembrava un angelo bianco, al mio fianco,
Mi stava accanto tra le stelle e il mare
Guardavo il mondo girare senza nessun rimpianto, un uomo a terra da coltivare
Un solo popolo, una sola anima e nient'altro, uomo sapevo di sognare
Un uomo come non sa volare
marți, 21 iunie 2011
Internally Bleeding
Heyo, the pain I've felt in life will make you choke by surprise
Like an aborted fetus, in a jar, that opened its eyes
Provoking my demise, She left my spirit broken inside
Like the feeling of 50 million people hoping I'd die
And fuckers wonder why my heart is full of hatred and anger
'Cause some girl hung my heart with a coat hanger
I strangled out the pain until my soul was empty and cold
Crippled and worthless to test y'all and see if it could ever be loved
My father told me that giving my soul to her wasn't the answer
And now my bad side got activated like a cell of cancer
Killing me slow, like hanging me down off a tree
The genesis and genocide is just beginning
Carefully hidden, woven into the happy days of a so called Christian
I had a vision of nuclear holocaust on top of me
And this is my life experience, the words I speak from my lungs
No matter what, she won't understand, the language of your tongue
Everytime I speak to her is like I speak to a gun
Pain in slow motion like trees that reach for the sun
Fucker, my preaching is done
I've got a limit like anyone
Still, I'll curse the life of any man who kills benevolent ones
I never asked to be your messenger
But I was chosen to speak the words of every African slave
Dumped in the ocean, stolen by America, tortured, buried and frozen
Written out of the history books your children are holding
Internally bleeding, cold blooded, stripped of emotions
I go to the motions
But there's no life in my eyes, is like I'm hooked up to a respirator waiting to die
Hooked up to the fucking chair, waiting to fry
Sooth and electrocuted, currently used to my execution
Producing thoughts at the speed of light
Burning confusion, I'm losing my sight
Breathing is tight, the evening is white
I made my peace with the Lord and now I stand on his right
Death is another part of life
These are my last human words, I'm having difficulty breathing
Dying on the inside, internally bleeding
Angels of death dragging my humanity away while you're reading
Watch my world as yours crumble in front of me searching for meaning
These are my last human words, I'm having difficulty breathing
Dying on the inside, internally bleeding
Angels of death dragging my humanity away while you're reading
Watch my world as yours crumble in front of me searching for meaning
Like an aborted fetus, in a jar, that opened its eyes
Provoking my demise, She left my spirit broken inside
Like the feeling of 50 million people hoping I'd die
And fuckers wonder why my heart is full of hatred and anger
'Cause some girl hung my heart with a coat hanger
I strangled out the pain until my soul was empty and cold
Crippled and worthless to test y'all and see if it could ever be loved
My father told me that giving my soul to her wasn't the answer
And now my bad side got activated like a cell of cancer
Killing me slow, like hanging me down off a tree
The genesis and genocide is just beginning
Carefully hidden, woven into the happy days of a so called Christian
I had a vision of nuclear holocaust on top of me
And this is my life experience, the words I speak from my lungs
No matter what, she won't understand, the language of your tongue
Everytime I speak to her is like I speak to a gun
Pain in slow motion like trees that reach for the sun
Fucker, my preaching is done
I've got a limit like anyone
Still, I'll curse the life of any man who kills benevolent ones
I never asked to be your messenger
But I was chosen to speak the words of every African slave
Dumped in the ocean, stolen by America, tortured, buried and frozen
Written out of the history books your children are holding
Internally bleeding, cold blooded, stripped of emotions
I go to the motions
But there's no life in my eyes, is like I'm hooked up to a respirator waiting to die
Hooked up to the fucking chair, waiting to fry
Sooth and electrocuted, currently used to my execution
Producing thoughts at the speed of light
Burning confusion, I'm losing my sight
Breathing is tight, the evening is white
I made my peace with the Lord and now I stand on his right
Death is another part of life
These are my last human words, I'm having difficulty breathing
Dying on the inside, internally bleeding
Angels of death dragging my humanity away while you're reading
Watch my world as yours crumble in front of me searching for meaning
These are my last human words, I'm having difficulty breathing
Dying on the inside, internally bleeding
Angels of death dragging my humanity away while you're reading
Watch my world as yours crumble in front of me searching for meaning
sâmbătă, 11 iunie 2011
Thank You
Most of the time I dunno what to write, oh well, yo
I offer nothing but love, truth and promise
That some pursue 'til they lose conscience
Not just another body in the battle for its soul
I crippled and froze mine to test y'all and see if it could ever be loved
Meh, now we're getting grown
Wisdom got me thinking about my children
Even though they haven't even given their flesh, their bones
Their homes, their names, (yet)
I whisper for a change, but my heart is full of payback
The pain makes me think I'm nothing
I'm waiting for a change to be coming
I can't wait for it to come, shit
It better be worth the shit that I spent most of my life with
It's nice when it rains sometime
My and her mind looking for each other to find
What was hidden by the myth of a god up in the sky
Knowing that She was meant for me to rhyme
So I thank you for the most, the least that I can do
I wear the skin to find the me inside of you
When I dream that I'm dreaming I feel most alive
Sacrificed nights, rights, just to survive
Memories than never fade, things we'll never know
I'd never give you a chance to let me go
I was sent from the loveless and the truth
I thank you for the most, the least that I can do
Way back I thought that love never lied
Now when I found it and lost it, I almost died
I'm drinking bottles of beer, flossing out the toxins
Internally bleeding, vomiting and coughing, feeling closer to the coffin
But every day that I get to talk to you is a night that I survive
I'm just glad I met you while I'm alive
I just wish I could've met you sooner and show you the beauty of this world
Instead you got deceived and lost all hopes
What you don't know is these rhymes got written long before I knew you
And I'm dedicating them to you just 'cause of the emotions you put me though
It's more than therapy or excess of energy
I undo the mechanism meant to imprison me
Spiritually, in your heart, the view from up above is not enough
I came on Earth to find love, but what I've found?
Redesigned, redefined in what it's meant in all those rhymes
Knowing that She's meant for me to rhyme
So I thank you for the most, the least that I can do
I wear the skin to find the me inside of you
When I dream that I'm dreaming I feel most alive
Sacrificed nights, rights, just to survive
Memories than never fade, things we'll never know
I'd never give you a chance to let me go
I was sent from the loveless and the truth
I thank you for the most, the least that I can do
Our Father that lays in Heaven, hallow she
The pain got me in such submission I can hardly speak
But through her I breathe and rise to this unreachable height
With an endless supply of God, love and rhyme
And I need a new heart, seems the old ones grew tons of mold 'cause it's narrow as hell
I know that you thinking if my kindness's for sale
I see everywhere pictures of white Jesus
Your mind's been mutated, over the years
Lately, I've begun to question this Father almighty
Made in His image, but You look nothing like me
But I be on of the children of the most high
Ghost of those who got colonize, lost in the time
Redesign, redefine what it meant to be divine
Knowing that She meant for me to rhyme
So I thank you for the most, the least that I can do
I wear the skin to find the me inside of you
When I dream that I'm dreaming I feel most alive
Sacrificed nights, rights, just to survive
Memories than never fade, things we'll never know
I'd never give you a chance to let me go
I was sent from the loveless and the truth
I thank you for the most, the least that I can do
I offer nothing but love, truth and promise
That some pursue 'til they lose conscience
Not just another body in the battle for its soul
I crippled and froze mine to test y'all and see if it could ever be loved
Meh, now we're getting grown
Wisdom got me thinking about my children
Even though they haven't even given their flesh, their bones
Their homes, their names, (yet)
I whisper for a change, but my heart is full of payback
The pain makes me think I'm nothing
I'm waiting for a change to be coming
I can't wait for it to come, shit
It better be worth the shit that I spent most of my life with
It's nice when it rains sometime
My and her mind looking for each other to find
What was hidden by the myth of a god up in the sky
Knowing that She was meant for me to rhyme
So I thank you for the most, the least that I can do
I wear the skin to find the me inside of you
When I dream that I'm dreaming I feel most alive
Sacrificed nights, rights, just to survive
Memories than never fade, things we'll never know
I'd never give you a chance to let me go
I was sent from the loveless and the truth
I thank you for the most, the least that I can do
Way back I thought that love never lied
Now when I found it and lost it, I almost died
I'm drinking bottles of beer, flossing out the toxins
Internally bleeding, vomiting and coughing, feeling closer to the coffin
But every day that I get to talk to you is a night that I survive
I'm just glad I met you while I'm alive
I just wish I could've met you sooner and show you the beauty of this world
Instead you got deceived and lost all hopes
What you don't know is these rhymes got written long before I knew you
And I'm dedicating them to you just 'cause of the emotions you put me though
It's more than therapy or excess of energy
I undo the mechanism meant to imprison me
Spiritually, in your heart, the view from up above is not enough
I came on Earth to find love, but what I've found?
Redesigned, redefined in what it's meant in all those rhymes
Knowing that She's meant for me to rhyme
So I thank you for the most, the least that I can do
I wear the skin to find the me inside of you
When I dream that I'm dreaming I feel most alive
Sacrificed nights, rights, just to survive
Memories than never fade, things we'll never know
I'd never give you a chance to let me go
I was sent from the loveless and the truth
I thank you for the most, the least that I can do
Our Father that lays in Heaven, hallow she
The pain got me in such submission I can hardly speak
But through her I breathe and rise to this unreachable height
With an endless supply of God, love and rhyme
And I need a new heart, seems the old ones grew tons of mold 'cause it's narrow as hell
I know that you thinking if my kindness's for sale
I see everywhere pictures of white Jesus
Your mind's been mutated, over the years
Lately, I've begun to question this Father almighty
Made in His image, but You look nothing like me
But I be on of the children of the most high
Ghost of those who got colonize, lost in the time
Redesign, redefine what it meant to be divine
Knowing that She meant for me to rhyme
So I thank you for the most, the least that I can do
I wear the skin to find the me inside of you
When I dream that I'm dreaming I feel most alive
Sacrificed nights, rights, just to survive
Memories than never fade, things we'll never know
I'd never give you a chance to let me go
I was sent from the loveless and the truth
I thank you for the most, the least that I can do
duminică, 5 iunie 2011
Dark Passenger
Heyo, I wake up in the morning, coughing up the poison
Shaking from the sickness, try'na make myself breakfast
Missed all my appointments, my doctor's in queue
These diagnose in my symptom, all he wants is the cash
I live alone in the camp bridge, just me and my cats
Tend to move around a lot, so I'm harder to catch
Walked a long and twisted path, had girlfriend and friends
'Til I screwed it all up, now I'm lost in the midst
Try'na find myself back to all those good times
But it's too late, everybody knows the good dies
While I'm here suffering on a slow ride
Light a smoke on my Porsche, kiss the blue sky
Sick and tired of these white lies
I try to speak but my hope cut my lifeline
Now I cope with the guilt, late, at night, crying
Chugging gin from the bottle 'til I go blind
Wish I could go back and have a second chance
Talking to God like "Damn, that's too much to ask?"
We only get one crack and then we kick the bucket
Taking all the photo albums, toss them in the rubbage
I brought a legacy of failure, I'm not proud of it
My mind is on my dirty deeds, waiting for Satan's judgment
Take me out if you want 'cause I don't give a fuck
Ready for the grave, put me underneath the rock
Leave my stone blank, I don't need a damn inscription
What's the point where there's nobody good to come and visit?
Hate is what I see, tricked to obscure my vision
Physically sicken, passed out for my addictions
Gone missing, tell my peeps I'm going fishing
Disappear up north, sick of the dirty dictions
There ain't nowhere for me to go, already burned my bridges
Left my mark as a scar everywhere I been in
I was walking through the park as it started to get dark, out
Approached by a bunch of kids, one pulled the stalk out
Looking at me like he want everything I got
He telling me to empty my pockets right on the spot
So I did it, 'cause he waving that gun around just like a wizard
And a dead man can never get revenge on a living
I'ma remember his eyes, that, I ain't forgetting
Trust, if I'm going get out of this alive, I'm gon' get him
He seen I didn't have too much, he started bitching
Cussing and cursing, his trigger finger started twitching
He put the gun on my head and asked me "Any last wishes?"
I just starred, I ain't flinching on these punk ass bitches
That's when he laughed and he said it's my lucky day
He lowered his gun, that's when I put the razor blade up his ugly face
Cut him across the cheek, waving his mouth but he ain't speak
Knocked the gun out of his hands and flipped it right off his feet
Grabbed the gun and told his friends to back the fuck up, I'm honest
If you move one step closer, you all goners
This is just my life story
The chapters unfold daily
When you swim in the sea full of piranhas
Yo, I'm broke, homeless
Grown mad with no focus
Lost my ways in the day writing my final operas
So much pain in my life, sometimes is hard to cope with
The misery and defeat got me feeling hopeless
Wish I could start again and change like metamorphosis
Drop the trash, erase my past, clearing out my storage
I'm moving north with foreigner, like the great explorers
Going blind 'cause my eyes have seen too many horrors
Ain't no glory, everyday is like a sad story
Trying to explain, but I'm sick of saying "sorry"
Nothing for me, I spend my life alone and lonely
An outcast, on the path to die before I'm forty
Fuck that, probably die before I see the morning
Nobody's mourning, disappear like nothing that's important
Never feeding with the crowd, dropping out my courses
Why was I born? I wish my mom just killed me with abortion
Never had a choice, blew away my father's fortune
Now I'm puking in this Porsche, driving drunk aboard it
See the death pursuing me
And hopefully they shooting me
And then I'll be free in the place where I'm supposed to be
Shaking from the sickness, try'na make myself breakfast
Missed all my appointments, my doctor's in queue
These diagnose in my symptom, all he wants is the cash
I live alone in the camp bridge, just me and my cats
Tend to move around a lot, so I'm harder to catch
Walked a long and twisted path, had girlfriend and friends
'Til I screwed it all up, now I'm lost in the midst
Try'na find myself back to all those good times
But it's too late, everybody knows the good dies
While I'm here suffering on a slow ride
Light a smoke on my Porsche, kiss the blue sky
Sick and tired of these white lies
I try to speak but my hope cut my lifeline
Now I cope with the guilt, late, at night, crying
Chugging gin from the bottle 'til I go blind
Wish I could go back and have a second chance
Talking to God like "Damn, that's too much to ask?"
We only get one crack and then we kick the bucket
Taking all the photo albums, toss them in the rubbage
I brought a legacy of failure, I'm not proud of it
My mind is on my dirty deeds, waiting for Satan's judgment
Take me out if you want 'cause I don't give a fuck
Ready for the grave, put me underneath the rock
Leave my stone blank, I don't need a damn inscription
What's the point where there's nobody good to come and visit?
Hate is what I see, tricked to obscure my vision
Physically sicken, passed out for my addictions
Gone missing, tell my peeps I'm going fishing
Disappear up north, sick of the dirty dictions
There ain't nowhere for me to go, already burned my bridges
Left my mark as a scar everywhere I been in
I was walking through the park as it started to get dark, out
Approached by a bunch of kids, one pulled the stalk out
Looking at me like he want everything I got
He telling me to empty my pockets right on the spot
So I did it, 'cause he waving that gun around just like a wizard
And a dead man can never get revenge on a living
I'ma remember his eyes, that, I ain't forgetting
Trust, if I'm going get out of this alive, I'm gon' get him
He seen I didn't have too much, he started bitching
Cussing and cursing, his trigger finger started twitching
He put the gun on my head and asked me "Any last wishes?"
I just starred, I ain't flinching on these punk ass bitches
That's when he laughed and he said it's my lucky day
He lowered his gun, that's when I put the razor blade up his ugly face
Cut him across the cheek, waving his mouth but he ain't speak
Knocked the gun out of his hands and flipped it right off his feet
Grabbed the gun and told his friends to back the fuck up, I'm honest
If you move one step closer, you all goners
This is just my life story
The chapters unfold daily
When you swim in the sea full of piranhas
Yo, I'm broke, homeless
Grown mad with no focus
Lost my ways in the day writing my final operas
So much pain in my life, sometimes is hard to cope with
The misery and defeat got me feeling hopeless
Wish I could start again and change like metamorphosis
Drop the trash, erase my past, clearing out my storage
I'm moving north with foreigner, like the great explorers
Going blind 'cause my eyes have seen too many horrors
Ain't no glory, everyday is like a sad story
Trying to explain, but I'm sick of saying "sorry"
Nothing for me, I spend my life alone and lonely
An outcast, on the path to die before I'm forty
Fuck that, probably die before I see the morning
Nobody's mourning, disappear like nothing that's important
Never feeding with the crowd, dropping out my courses
Why was I born? I wish my mom just killed me with abortion
Never had a choice, blew away my father's fortune
Now I'm puking in this Porsche, driving drunk aboard it
See the death pursuing me
And hopefully they shooting me
And then I'll be free in the place where I'm supposed to be
sâmbătă, 4 iunie 2011
"I Love You"
"I love you, baby, I can't live without you. You make me feel good just by hugging me, you're the reason why I live"
How many times have you seen such phrases and how many times have you told them?
How many times have you broke up with a partner after having said such beautiful words? I see them everyday and words of love have became meaningless to me.
"I love you" are 3 simply words to me, they don't mean much, you have to prove that you love someone, words are not enough.
After how many dates you told to your partner "I love you" ? 1, 2, few...?
You don't understand shit about love. Love implies time and understanding. At the beginning all is wonderful, you feel like your partner is your perfect match, but you should be aware of the fact that you don't know your partner as good as you think. Most people just tell you what you wanna hear, especially if you're a fine looking woman. Don't let nobody undermine you.
You don't realize the magnitude of the words that come out of your mouth. You should be aware of the fact that "words" are the most powerful weapon a human being can hold.
You can't tell someone "I love you, I can't live without you" and then break up, that makes you look like a fucking idiot. In fact, most of you that are reading this are fucking idiots because you don't think about the words that come out your mouth, you just let that hole opened and all kinda shit comes out.
If people could feel the pain you inflict to them with "words", then you would reconsider about saying all kinda shit. If words could kill, most of the people on this planet would kill themselves.
What have you gained by saying "I love you" to all those people? Sure, you gain temporary happiness, you just think for the moment, never try and look ahead of time. Once the relationship is through what do you do, how do you feel? You know what have you really gained? A trail of broken hearts, that's what you've gained.
People who will truly love you are those that you less expect, and of course you're pretentious and you just want benefits, but you won't get none of that, 'cause you don't deserve it.
Why are you acting like we don't know each other? Why are you so selfish? I did everything and I got nothing. I knew the meaning of a bond, but now I feel the pain of losing one too. Thoughts be persecuting me daily, and they will be come to life in verses.
Focus, stay driven
'Cause when you stop fighting for your dreams is when you stop living
Have you ever met a person that has no dreams? What about those? What could this mean? They're dead? How can a dead person be loved so much?
It's obviously that we look always in the wrong spots and we care about people who don't care about us. Still we're ready to do everything for them.
Do you learn from your mistakes? Think of all the relations you've had. Was his fault or yours that you're not together anymore? Try look beyond the explainable and the black and the white.
Your perception of "love" is so slanted. To some people the rule "you get what you give" seems to not apply and it's just unfair because if it'd apply, then they'd appreciate the right person a lot more.
To see shitty people just observe the facts. You've did anything for someone you loved. You're not together anymore. She/He found a new partner and she/he's happy while you mourn in silence and don't have the courage to tell them anything because they won't care or you will be taken from granted anyway. They stop giving attention to you because they're selfish, they still don't understand that you're ready to do everything for them, even though he/she betrayed you.
You people are shit.
Don't worry wise woman and man, if you're really not like this then know that one day people will get what they deserve and "life is what you make it". Don't be like them, look ahead, sees the youth, don't let these people ruin your life.
One day I'll light up the sky like Halley's Comet and every shitty people will not be illuminated by it.
It's kinda bugged when affection doesn't meet you intentions
And affection that you get is only based on when you're mentioned
I remember we used to talk everyday, but now it's good if I get an "hello"
How many times have you seen such phrases and how many times have you told them?
How many times have you broke up with a partner after having said such beautiful words? I see them everyday and words of love have became meaningless to me.
"I love you" are 3 simply words to me, they don't mean much, you have to prove that you love someone, words are not enough.
After how many dates you told to your partner "I love you" ? 1, 2, few...?
You don't understand shit about love. Love implies time and understanding. At the beginning all is wonderful, you feel like your partner is your perfect match, but you should be aware of the fact that you don't know your partner as good as you think. Most people just tell you what you wanna hear, especially if you're a fine looking woman. Don't let nobody undermine you.
You don't realize the magnitude of the words that come out of your mouth. You should be aware of the fact that "words" are the most powerful weapon a human being can hold.
You can't tell someone "I love you, I can't live without you" and then break up, that makes you look like a fucking idiot. In fact, most of you that are reading this are fucking idiots because you don't think about the words that come out your mouth, you just let that hole opened and all kinda shit comes out.
If people could feel the pain you inflict to them with "words", then you would reconsider about saying all kinda shit. If words could kill, most of the people on this planet would kill themselves.
What have you gained by saying "I love you" to all those people? Sure, you gain temporary happiness, you just think for the moment, never try and look ahead of time. Once the relationship is through what do you do, how do you feel? You know what have you really gained? A trail of broken hearts, that's what you've gained.
People who will truly love you are those that you less expect, and of course you're pretentious and you just want benefits, but you won't get none of that, 'cause you don't deserve it.
Why are you acting like we don't know each other? Why are you so selfish? I did everything and I got nothing. I knew the meaning of a bond, but now I feel the pain of losing one too. Thoughts be persecuting me daily, and they will be come to life in verses.
Focus, stay driven
'Cause when you stop fighting for your dreams is when you stop living
Have you ever met a person that has no dreams? What about those? What could this mean? They're dead? How can a dead person be loved so much?
It's obviously that we look always in the wrong spots and we care about people who don't care about us. Still we're ready to do everything for them.
Do you learn from your mistakes? Think of all the relations you've had. Was his fault or yours that you're not together anymore? Try look beyond the explainable and the black and the white.
Your perception of "love" is so slanted. To some people the rule "you get what you give" seems to not apply and it's just unfair because if it'd apply, then they'd appreciate the right person a lot more.
To see shitty people just observe the facts. You've did anything for someone you loved. You're not together anymore. She/He found a new partner and she/he's happy while you mourn in silence and don't have the courage to tell them anything because they won't care or you will be taken from granted anyway. They stop giving attention to you because they're selfish, they still don't understand that you're ready to do everything for them, even though he/she betrayed you.
You people are shit.
Don't worry wise woman and man, if you're really not like this then know that one day people will get what they deserve and "life is what you make it". Don't be like them, look ahead, sees the youth, don't let these people ruin your life.
One day I'll light up the sky like Halley's Comet and every shitty people will not be illuminated by it.
It's kinda bugged when affection doesn't meet you intentions
And affection that you get is only based on when you're mentioned
I remember we used to talk everyday, but now it's good if I get an "hello"
vineri, 3 iunie 2011
Wrong For That
GOD'S WARNING
http://southparkcoalition.webs.com/
You was broke and almost homeless, didn't have one dime
To live with every member of your family, at least two times
Roll out your welcome, everywhere you went you would over extend
Last resort you moved in with'cha one true friend
In the beginning it was cool, jobs you tried to pursue
Hitting spots and filling out an application or two
And when you finally got a gig, after week you was threw
You worked awhile and quit talking about it wasn't for you
Running traffic through ya boy crib, getting drunk and high
Laying around the house and eating food that you didn't buy
You're bumming money from him, everyday, and using his ride
And any cash you did come across you just staked to the side
The tables turned and you came up and down on your feet
Ya boy fell off it was in yo way for being in the street
After you bleed him dry and used him up and did what you do
He came to you, need the same help and you got brand new
Man, you was wrong for that (Wrong for that)
You was wrong for that
On the cool, y'all been kicking it too long for that
I can't believe you that dirty, you too grown for that
And all the stunts that you pulled, homie, they goin come back
Fool, you was wrong for that (Wrong for that)
You was wrong for that
On the cool, y'all been kicking it too long for that
I can't believe you that low down, you too grown for that
And all the stunts that you pulled, homie, they goin come back
Say girl, you a stuck like Chuck
Met a hard working young man that lifted you up
You had a whole lot of ways that he didn't condone
And two children that he helped you raise like they were his own
He saw through your false and pride to teach you positive lessons
But you looked at him as a trick instead of a blessing
Denied every girl in town who was after your crown
The first man you ever had that didn't slap you around
He was happy when he found out you was carrying his seed
But your motive was to bleed through the malice of greed
He did more for your kids, and the much y'all was tight,
They both they real daddy's did for em in all of they life
But from the day you had his child, you was causing him trouble
His paper hit a road block and he started to struggle
After he gave the world to you like a queen on a throne
You put them folks up in his world broken and left him alone
Girl, you was wrong for that (Wrong for that)
You was wrong for that (Wrong for that)
On the cool, y'all been kicking it too long for that
I can't believe you that dirty you too grown for that
And all the stunts that you pulled, girl, they goin come back
You was wrong for that (Wrong for that)
You was wrong for that
On the cool, y'all been kicking it too long for that
I can't believe you that low down, you too grown for that
And all the stunts that you pulled, girl, they goin come back
What eternally makes a person unappreciative?
How you live: the more that you gain, the least you give
Women and men who get help from a trusted friend
And then forget the condition that you just was in
After you work hard, they come in and steal your stuff
You can't tear other people down just to build you up
When they struggle your friendship benefits don't stop
But they act like they never knew you once they get on top
The warning signs of deceit, irresponsibly shun
The move was on purpose, it wasn't subconsciously done
They took your friendship for foolishness, your love for blindness
Took advancement of your heart and disrespected your kindness
They undermine all your hustles to boost they grind
And shoot names to the feds to reduce they time
It's the dude who helped your paper stack and had your back
He in the pen, you laying up with his wife you wrong for that
http://southparkcoalition.webs.com/
You was broke and almost homeless, didn't have one dime
To live with every member of your family, at least two times
Roll out your welcome, everywhere you went you would over extend
Last resort you moved in with'cha one true friend
In the beginning it was cool, jobs you tried to pursue
Hitting spots and filling out an application or two
And when you finally got a gig, after week you was threw
You worked awhile and quit talking about it wasn't for you
Running traffic through ya boy crib, getting drunk and high
Laying around the house and eating food that you didn't buy
You're bumming money from him, everyday, and using his ride
And any cash you did come across you just staked to the side
The tables turned and you came up and down on your feet
Ya boy fell off it was in yo way for being in the street
After you bleed him dry and used him up and did what you do
He came to you, need the same help and you got brand new
Man, you was wrong for that (Wrong for that)
You was wrong for that
On the cool, y'all been kicking it too long for that
I can't believe you that dirty, you too grown for that
And all the stunts that you pulled, homie, they goin come back
Fool, you was wrong for that (Wrong for that)
You was wrong for that
On the cool, y'all been kicking it too long for that
I can't believe you that low down, you too grown for that
And all the stunts that you pulled, homie, they goin come back
Say girl, you a stuck like Chuck
Met a hard working young man that lifted you up
You had a whole lot of ways that he didn't condone
And two children that he helped you raise like they were his own
He saw through your false and pride to teach you positive lessons
But you looked at him as a trick instead of a blessing
Denied every girl in town who was after your crown
The first man you ever had that didn't slap you around
He was happy when he found out you was carrying his seed
But your motive was to bleed through the malice of greed
He did more for your kids, and the much y'all was tight,
They both they real daddy's did for em in all of they life
But from the day you had his child, you was causing him trouble
His paper hit a road block and he started to struggle
After he gave the world to you like a queen on a throne
You put them folks up in his world broken and left him alone
Girl, you was wrong for that (Wrong for that)
You was wrong for that (Wrong for that)
On the cool, y'all been kicking it too long for that
I can't believe you that dirty you too grown for that
And all the stunts that you pulled, girl, they goin come back
You was wrong for that (Wrong for that)
You was wrong for that
On the cool, y'all been kicking it too long for that
I can't believe you that low down, you too grown for that
And all the stunts that you pulled, girl, they goin come back
What eternally makes a person unappreciative?
How you live: the more that you gain, the least you give
Women and men who get help from a trusted friend
And then forget the condition that you just was in
After you work hard, they come in and steal your stuff
You can't tear other people down just to build you up
When they struggle your friendship benefits don't stop
But they act like they never knew you once they get on top
The warning signs of deceit, irresponsibly shun
The move was on purpose, it wasn't subconsciously done
They took your friendship for foolishness, your love for blindness
Took advancement of your heart and disrespected your kindness
They undermine all your hustles to boost they grind
And shoot names to the feds to reduce they time
It's the dude who helped your paper stack and had your back
He in the pen, you laying up with his wife you wrong for that
miercuri, 1 iunie 2011
Make Things Right
Yo, on my way to the studio, today, man, I started thinking about some serious stuff. You know: lies I've told, people I've hurt and stuff, then I told to myself "I'm 20 years old, now". It's
time I do something about it...
I was walking down the streets, started thinking 'bout my life...
Now I'm try'na make things right
'Cause I can't just complain and get down without a fight...
Now I'm try'na make things right
I was blinded by the pain, couldn't see the light...
Now I'm try'na make things right
I dunno about tomorrow, man, but today I just write...
Make, make, make, make things right
It's time to do this
Combine, condone the music my mind produces
Without my thoughts inside, my inside is useless
Ruthless, I couldn't find time to do it
I finally designed a blueprint
For my life and it's right: if you don't try, you lose it
I was the worst kind of student, with my mind on rims and bullshit
I was really stupid
Should've let you guys try'na guide me through it
In a blink of an eye you do it
But my pride refused shit, I got all kinds of bruises
Couldn't speak, only the lies came fluid
It's not enough with my excuses
The right thing, I promise you, I try and do it
I'd do anything I can just to try and prove it
You can do it with your mind into it
I guess it's time for you to decide
Better act now, before your life is wasted
I guess it's time for you to decide
You've walked that path before
I guess it's time for you to decide
Better act now, ain't no time to lose
I guess it's time for you to decide
You've walked that path before
I don't really care if I don't sell no CDs
I do it for the L.O.V.E
I sacrificed half my life for what I love
So of course my tracks are write from the heart
I ain't in for the fame and glory, that's self explanatory
Everyday it's the same old story:
Go to work, take a break, go to work, go to eat
Go home, hit the studio, go home, go to sleep
I'm sorry if I don't see y'all that often, but I'm lost in this music
I can't lose it, it's my life
I don't need no ink when I write
The tears I've shed will be my pen,
Yo, come to the studio at 10,
12 hours later I'm home again
The pen, lately, it's my only friend
I love the way you changed my life
As long as I have a pen in my hand, I can make things right
Yeah, I can make things right
All I need is a pen, to make things right
I guess it's time for you to decide
Better act now, before your life is wasted
I guess it's time for you to decide
You've walked that path before
I guess it's time for you to decide
Better act now, ain't no time to lose
I guess it's time for you to decide
You've walked that path before
I was walking down the streets, started thinking 'bout my life...
Now I'm try'na make things right
'Cause I can't just complain and get down without a fight...
Now I'm try'na make things right
I was blinded by the pain, couldn't see the light...
Now I'm try'na make things right
I dunno about tomorrow, man, but today I just write...
Make, make, make, make things right
time I do something about it...
I was walking down the streets, started thinking 'bout my life...
Now I'm try'na make things right
'Cause I can't just complain and get down without a fight...
Now I'm try'na make things right
I was blinded by the pain, couldn't see the light...
Now I'm try'na make things right
I dunno about tomorrow, man, but today I just write...
Make, make, make, make things right
It's time to do this
Combine, condone the music my mind produces
Without my thoughts inside, my inside is useless
Ruthless, I couldn't find time to do it
I finally designed a blueprint
For my life and it's right: if you don't try, you lose it
I was the worst kind of student, with my mind on rims and bullshit
I was really stupid
Should've let you guys try'na guide me through it
In a blink of an eye you do it
But my pride refused shit, I got all kinds of bruises
Couldn't speak, only the lies came fluid
It's not enough with my excuses
The right thing, I promise you, I try and do it
I'd do anything I can just to try and prove it
You can do it with your mind into it
I guess it's time for you to decide
Better act now, before your life is wasted
I guess it's time for you to decide
You've walked that path before
I guess it's time for you to decide
Better act now, ain't no time to lose
I guess it's time for you to decide
You've walked that path before
I don't really care if I don't sell no CDs
I do it for the L.O.V.E
I sacrificed half my life for what I love
So of course my tracks are write from the heart
I ain't in for the fame and glory, that's self explanatory
Everyday it's the same old story:
Go to work, take a break, go to work, go to eat
Go home, hit the studio, go home, go to sleep
I'm sorry if I don't see y'all that often, but I'm lost in this music
I can't lose it, it's my life
I don't need no ink when I write
The tears I've shed will be my pen,
Yo, come to the studio at 10,
12 hours later I'm home again
The pen, lately, it's my only friend
I love the way you changed my life
As long as I have a pen in my hand, I can make things right
Yeah, I can make things right
All I need is a pen, to make things right
I guess it's time for you to decide
Better act now, before your life is wasted
I guess it's time for you to decide
You've walked that path before
I guess it's time for you to decide
Better act now, ain't no time to lose
I guess it's time for you to decide
You've walked that path before
I was walking down the streets, started thinking 'bout my life...
Now I'm try'na make things right
'Cause I can't just complain and get down without a fight...
Now I'm try'na make things right
I was blinded by the pain, couldn't see the light...
Now I'm try'na make things right
I dunno about tomorrow, man, but today I just write...
Make, make, make, make things right
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