Three Gods

Polytheism: the worship of many gods
Monotheism: the worship of only one
The title of this composition is called "Three gods"

I know three gods and none are the same
Three things that cal all fall up under the name
Some worship men and idols, others thunder and rain
Of the three gods I speak on, which one do you claim?
Listen, polytheism is your enemy
Each god is an entity that prevents people from elevating mentally
And I ain't talking about the Trinity
The three gods enter sinfully, manifesting death when it's into me

Money's the first god I speak on, some think that it's wealth
We even place more value on money than life itself
Some might even take a life, just to get it in hand
Money's replaceable, but no one can recycle a man
The accumulation of paper lead to hatred and greed
And moral seeds, implanted in hearts other entities breed
Like materialism, those who feel like close to the car
Make a person take that away and we might expose who you are
It's the motivation of war making calamities start
Ramifications of its misuse tears families apart
Can it buy you love and happiness? That's just a facade
Those things come only from building a connection with God
True indeed, the love of money is the root of all evil
And makes a man prostitute women and sell dope to his people
Now the questing game, new revenue it's inevitable
And makes it fall for every single trick, the devil, are pulled

I know three gods and none are the same
Three things that cal all fall up under the name
Some worship men and idols, others thunder and rain
Of the three gods I speak on, which one do you claim?
Listen, polytheism is your enemy
Each god is an entity that prevents people from elevating mentally
And I ain't talking about the Trinity
The three gods enter sinfully, manifesting death when it's into me

Drugs are the second god I speak on, which one do you use?
It's a multitude in the world, now, so many to choose
We got people in discos, some agree that they need coke
Some worshiping Marijuana, Baptize and the weed smoke
You can get you an upper or scowl you a downer
And nowadays more people getting high from over the counter
If dope ain't a god, prove it; we'll discover who's right
It's everywhere, plus it calls you in the middle of the night
And in the Dope Bible, the third chapter, the book of cocaine
Explains He who hit it once would have no strength to refrain
And shall remain chasing the high, whether sunny or rain
And still much, 'cause make the sure that the heavens maintain
Seeking three rocks, instead of trying to detox
You gotta beat blocks, try'na get ten dollars for a pair stolen Reeboks
Praying to the drug god from seven to seven
You must believe that if you get high enough you'll end up in Heaven

I know three gods and none are the same
Three things that cal all fall up under the name
Some worship men and idols, others thunder and rain
Of the three gods I speak on, which one do you claim?
Listen, polytheism is your enemy
Each god is an entity that prevents people from elevating mentally
And I ain't talking about the Trinity
The three gods enter sinfully, manifesting death when it's into me

Now the last god I speak on is the one called sex
It's natural, which makes its analysis even more complex
It shouldn't be abused by anyone, but the devious due
Disturb god, it's even used to get the previous two
Let me uncover this 'cause lust it's above the list
It's real dangerous in cases when no love exists
Multidimensional, 16 bars can't cover the ground
The truth is, it's twice as hazardous when love is around
Sex is powerful, intended only for husband and wife
Used for unrighteous purposes, but made to reproduce life
We all come from it, some die for it, some live for it
And when it's real good ain't nothing, some people won't give for it
Without mastery over it, it controls who it pleases
It's used as a genocidal tool by way of deadly diseases
It's the reason we all exist, intentional or accidental
If you lack spiritual strength, the physical impact the mental

I know three gods and none are the same
Three things that cal all fall up under the name
Some worship men and idols, others thunder and rain
Of the three gods I speak on, which one do you claim?
Listen, polytheism is your enemy
Each god is an entity that prevents people from elevating mentally
And I ain't talking about the Trinity
The three gods enter sinfully, manifesting death when it's into me

There's only one god, The Creator of the Heavens and the Earth and you and I were created in His image and after His likeness.
You can't bow down to money, you can't bow down to drugs, you can't bow down to sex.
You are born to be like your Father: a god.
Stand up and be a god, man and woman.
Stand up and take charge of your world.
The world is yours...

Against All Odds

What do you do when you're being told by the person you love that you ruined her life?

Starring down from my conscience and makes me wanna jump off from it.

EGO

Wooo, man...this is big, it's really big. We opened the spiritual door. I was like sweating and shaking when I was writing this. Well, you can't ask me for more when I already know what to expect. I've lost hope in humanity, but at the same time I haven't.

EGO
Arrogance exemplified, ignorant pride
And individual self perception intensified
Your mental side was improvised
By money, looks or a simple raise
A status that made you analyze life with empty eyes
To other lives you never sympathized
Which buries inside humility, that you done make any single attempt to hide
Your player access has been denied
Your man-hood feminized
Still pushing at 10 speed talking "I pimped my ride"
What makes you think that you superior?
Deep down I think you fearing the exposure of your insecure interior
You must have got embarrassed as a youth
And the baggage was so emotionally savage that lies were established as the truth
Or maybe something you was blessed to do
Mentally got the best of you and made you view others as being less than you
Maybe your grows grill of make-up
Led you to the mistake of believe that the sun won't shine 'til you wake up
See the clouds over and over you
So when you're spoken to, you feel is no folks unworthy of approaching you
Deceptive like the sky, shade of blue
You walk around as you created the self controlled planets and God pray to you
A fraud would come and summon you, God builds you up to test character,
Then when you fear, He tears you down to humble you
If you get rid up, that's the level that you cooking to
I bet your mirror image even found out when it looked at you
EGO

Ain't about I's and me's
Is about us's and we's
Please, you need to work on your EGO
Ain't about I's and me's
Is about us's and we's
Please, you need to work on your EGO
Ain't about I's and me's
Is about us's and we's
Please, you need to work on your EGO

E.G.O E.G.O E.G.O E.G.O E.G.O

You got a chip on your shoulder, I know is there from you was younger
It got worse as you got older
You know, then ego got you sewing like a sickle
With the pride of an eagle when you bought your first regale
Started legal tripping, hit the streets
Saw the flipping, deep in, mouth leaping, self sipping
Cocked your wage for tipping, you was tripping
Could nobody tell you nothing, you's on top of the world, in fact
Changed your number the same day you got that money, to be exact
Selfish, self-sinner, you adapin that trade from back in the days
You need to work on your ego, maniacal ways
You heard what I said and laughed, prepare for the blood bath
Shorting people for your autograph, you don't thank your producer or the staff
And neither the ones that made your paper grow
When it was time to get shout outs you called amnesia on the radio
EGO, tripping, that's what you be doing all the time
You was voted most popular, but now your friends started to find
EGO tripping

Ain't about I's and me's
Is about us's and we's
Please, you need to work on your EGO
Ain't about I's and me's
Is about us's and we's
Please, you need to work on your EGO
Ain't about I's and me's
Is about us's and we's
Please, you need to work on your EGO

E.G.O

EGO

Ain't about I's and me's
Is about us's and we's
Please, you need to work on your EGO
Ain't about I's and me's
Is about us's and we's
Please, you need to work on your EGO
Ain't about I's and me's
Is about us's and we's
Please, you need to work on your EGO

E.G.O E.G.O E.G.O E.G.O E.G.O

Trouble Road

They say time is a measurement of motion
Whose presence is more precious than treasures in the ocean
I'm coasting through the game, a life back to the wall
I'm wide open, but my teammates won't pass me the ball
I'm a mixture of bad and good, rain and sunshine
Feeling happiness and sadness at the same time
I'm training...in a world where evil is raining
The main thing I complain about is people complaining
Spirit predators all around me, slithering above 
Snakes no longer in the grass, they living in the house
I'm mobbing this treacherous city that bleeds weapons
'Cause your problems go from 0 to 60 in three seconds
Cowards laying and wheeze, and invisibly judge me
My name must be commonly, 'cause misery loves me
Oh, Allah, shine down on me, 'cause you so bright
Please help me make it through these hours where there's no light

I'm cautious and scared as I walk down trouble road
Masking my pain, trying not to get my cover blown
Fighting to get it right and stay out of the other mode
Eyes on the big prize, try'na hit the mother load

I'm cautious and scared as I walk down trouble road
Masking my pain, trying not to get my cover blown
Fighting to get it right and stay out of the other mode
Eyes on the big prize, try'na hit the mother load

I'm tempted to win it with men, got pimped and and rid it
The first minute that soul selling was implemented
I'm in need of a hand full of righteous seeds
So I can plant 'em and eliminate my trifling deeds
Young girls getting lazy, they game and flip
How the hell you shamed to work, but not ashamed to strip?
Lil' hustlers on the corner only knowing one way
Acting like the dope game got a 41K
Boys coming outta prison with corrupted minds
Fool bragging, talkin' 'bout "Yeah, I just did 9"
Man, stop being stupid and increase your grind
Quick glorifying given and beast your time
Ain't no rehabilitation in this treacherous game
Release a man in the same hell and expect him to change?
Even pastors and hustlers is rocking the same
So instead of going to Church, boys watching the game

I'm cautious and scared as I walk down trouble road
Masking my pain, trying not to get my cover blown
Fighting to get it right and stay out of the other mode
Eyes on the big prize, try'na hit the mother load

I'm cautious and scared as I walk down trouble road
Masking my pain, trying not to get my cover blown
Fighting to get it right and stay out of the other mode
Eyes on the big prize, try'na hit the mother load

The same people think they know it all need rescue
Who are you to try and tell God how to bless you?
It don't matter how you are, they gon' violate
House full of food while you out boiling my plate
Trust ain't a word you should mention again
They'll get you while you still friends, preemptive revenge
You can read, but knowledge is only information
Wisdom is translating the knowledge to application
Some say I follow no man, religions or hawks
Imposing on the foolish what their visions provokes
They persecute God's people, crack ignorant jokes
Contributing to the killing of indigenous folks
No calm in the forecast, this world is a bomb lit
Make sure you are in the safe place when the storm hits
No need to feel like hopes outta range
A lot of people want to, but don't know how to change
Make a 180, not a 360, because
360s are circles that put you right where you was
We at the fork in the road, it shows us the sun yellow
Staying in a brick storm with a glass umbrella...
A glass umbrella...
...With a glass umbrella


Don't walk down trouble road, don't walk down trouble road...

No Energy

Yeah, man, I'm back and I'm going down hard. Sorry, baby, but this is mostly for you because I must hurry and teach you all lessons as soon as I can, still in the right way.


Block it out
They try'na channel negativity through you
Yeah, they mad 'cause you doing good
So don't give 'em no energy

To artificial entities I give no energy
I move transcendently, to kill is the remedy
Everytime you striving they staying out to stain you
The ultimate aim of their presence is to drain you
Poisoning your dreams, planting doubt and endbraining you
Thy try'na make you feel like your goals are unobtainable
They concentrate on your short coming and try'na surface 'em
Then they judge your life like they're living a perfect one
Hypocritical is the only label that fits you
Depravedly slander, then smile when they with you
They stoned you and never have a dollar they can loan you
Same one to crown you be the one to dethrone you
The way a man and a woman can hate on a friend
Is the only thing real people can't comprehend
Hearts rusty, I always proved that you can trust me
They must be...out to persecute me unjustly
It hits like a venomous bullet that never miss us
They sleep in your ear with slick sinister whispers
And all that's a part of it, your spirit absorbing it
They rob you of ideas and act like they thought of it
They take minds and bruise 'em, it's deep envy that ruse 'em
The truth is, the energy that you're giving infuse 'em
So when they have nothing to turn out, they burn out
Hater block and got 'em in trance like they were shamed out
Hell, would you let somebody tell you
That you can never excel, when everything they do fell through?
We dwell in positive elements and deposit intelligence
And never judge you for past closet skeletons
Hate ! I don't need it, I can't see it or read it
You can bring that bacon to me, but I'm not gon' eat it
You can beat it, these hiders make it hard to keep achieving
To win the ring you gotta start grinding in pre-season
But while you grinding don't nag about timing
And remember it's a thin line between witting and whining
That's it, I hope you syncing in as I'm spitting it
'Cause if God got something for you, who can stop you from getting it?

No energy !
Don't give 'em no energy, man.

Ain't Good Enough

Wow, I never thought I'd arrive to find myself in this story. This is the story told to y'all by the Disciple of K and it's very, very much what I'm going through in these times, under a different view, so I'd appreciate if you'd pay much attention.
I never thought people can dream of something, they get to that dream, but then they want even more, and that more must be under certain circumstances, because you're much more pretentious, now.
Baby, I'm not trying to be perfect, I'm showing you what real love's like and if you put your hand on my chest you can feel my heartbeat for you, but also, something you'll probably never feel, you can touch my soul.
Baby, wherever you are, with whoever you are...just try and imagine how your life would be by my side.
You know, when your love is pure, then it becomes an obsession.

I feel you, homie, been there...

Fell victim to the system 'cause the hood is tough
I could've raised up and went back to the cut
Try'na do it right, the old me, I'd put it up
How can you win when your best ain't good enough?

Fell victim to the system 'cause the hood is tough
I could've raised up and went back to the cut
Try'na do it right, the old me, I'd put it up
How can you win when your best ain't good enough?

He was fresh out the Pen, still in his prime
Change his life for the better, while he get its time
It's amazing how he was able to keep his mind
Came home, started searching for a legal grind
Lost years, mentally hard to digest
Had a woman on his side, through the process
Brainstorming on some ideas, they plotted big
She agreed to hold it down until he got a gig
Month after month, somebody forgot to tell him
It's hard to get a job once you a convicted felon
Accumulation of trepidations and frustration
Plus a lot of dust collected on his application
He stayed on it, straight up and down, like six o'clock
And clicked 'yes' in that 'have you been convicted?' box
Everything he tried to do seemed to fall through
"Thank you sir, please don't call us, we'll call you"

Fell victim to the system 'cause the hood is tough
I could've raised up and went back to the cut
Try'na do it right, the old me, I'd put it up
How can you win when your best ain't good enough?

Fell victim to the system 'cause the hood is tough
I could've raised up and went back to the cut
Try'na do it right, the old me, I'd put it up
How can you win when your best ain't good enough?

8 months deep, still same situation
Now his woman's on him, daily, running outta patience
The scenario they looking at is typical
Now she wanted him to walk it out like an elliptical
So fast forward, his man hood got targeted
And lack of them resolves escalated those arguments
'Cause how can he run his house properly
When he clocking no profit and she constantly makes mockery
And what added to the overall discrepancy
Was a surprise unexpectancy of a pregnancy
Uh ! And when the time came she straight dissed him
And took the business straight the the dirty court system
Knew he was trying hard, that was nothing but greed
Took him out 'cause he wasn't moving at her speed
She put a good man out and let hatred in
Now he gotta make it work, so let the games begin

Fell victim to the system 'cause the hood is tough
I could've raised up and went back to the cut
Try'na do it right, the old me, I'd put it up
How can you win when your best ain't good enough?

Fell victim to the system 'cause the hood is tough
I could've raised up and went back to the cut
Try'na do it right, the old me, I'd put it up
How can you win when your best ain't good enough?

Not it's crunch time, everyday stormy weather
The need to go and get some bread is more intense than ever
All jobs, all day, try'na stack some mail
Had that money every month to go back to jail
Couldn't believe that she would place him in that situation
Though he was paying she still hating on his visitations
When his paper slowed, she threatened to tell 'em folks
He even contemplating to go back and selling dope
He was getting checks, he was just cashing enough
Plus his baby mama's new dude started gassing her up
"'St leave the fool, you need that money, he ain't paying? Crush him !
What you tripping on, he ain't never gave you nothing"
All and all it was a dirty thang to do, because
The real truth is she knew what kinda dude he was
He kept grinding, but once again this not enough
Fell behind chase to lick, got caught and locked him up

Fell victim to the system 'cause the hood is tough
I could've raised up and went back to the cut
Try'na do it right, the old me, I'd put it up
How can you win when your best ain't good enough?

Fell victim to her heart 'cause my love is blind
I could've raised up, God knows what I'd have found
Try'na fo it right, the one you never wanted to change, I'd put it up
But how can I be loved when for her my best ain't good enough?

Try

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Man, why would you not even give an effort?
Lemme tell you something, man

Everybody wants to live,
Looking for some love to give
You don't have to feel no shame
'Cause everybody goes through pain
You just gotta live your life
Keep pushing 'til you make things right
Sometimes you feel that love's not real
I promise I know how you feel
If you just believe in you
Others in your life will too
After doing all that you can do
Remember everyday's brand new
Never let them steal your shine
Because you learn 'til your time
You can have whatever's in your mind
All you gotta do is...

TRY
TRY
TRY
You can do it, man
Don't waste time wondering why
...WHY...
TRY
You can do it, girl, get up

Sometimes people make you feel
Like you can never reach your dreams
The negativity they bring
Convince you from achieving great things
Why would you ever let them in?
They don't wanna see you win
They try'na make you lose control
Get up and focus on your goal
If you just believe in you
I know that God will see you through
But only if you feel it's true
Remember everyday's brand new
The road you was on got rough
So then you wanted to give up
Too many ways the tears gon' buy
Because you was afraid to...

TRY
TRY
TRY
You can do it, man
Don't waste time wondering why
...WHY...
TRY
You can do it, girl, get up

When all falls down(The Day of The Storm)

I don't know why I keep fooling myself. I don't know why I keep trying to make things work and I don't know why I'm being so selfish. I mean, I don't think it's right that I dedicate most of my time trying to make it work between Me and Her. I mean, I should use my time trying to save you, fool. I mean, I already did everything, what's the use in keep trying when the more I try, the more I lose? I already made it obvious you're my everything, I don't need to tell you that. I long ago realized that this game is much bigger than Me and Her, much bigger than Rap.
Now, if you follow me through these steps and if you trust me (I know you barely trust yourself, but I'm asking you the impossible because it is so easy to achieve it. Just trust me, put your life in my hands, I will deliver your faith in the right Hands and if I shall be wrong, then I'll pay the price with an eternity of agony and deathly pain)
If you have dreams, you better rush to 'em. If you love someone, you better not take him for granted. If you haven't faith, you better start having.
You people worry about 21 December 2012? You fool, what you should worry about is the year 2013.
I will begin to enlighten your minds, even though very few people read this blog. I already know that if you read this and you think I'm paranoid or trouble minded, one day you will give me right, though.

Look outside
Understand...
This is the time which you been hear about all your life
Time where the whole world is destroyed
And a new world is ashing in
Not the New World Order
Hehe...But God's Kingdom
No more slave makers
No more oil thirsty governments
No more world bankers
No more biological and chemical war among us
Living among us...
Heh, the storm is coming
Soon, the day of the storm
Look outside
Question:
Can your weapons stop an hurricane?
Can your bombs stop an earthquake?
Day of the storm...
Watch it:

Judgment from the inimical one
Master forrad Muhammad predicted to come
Crafts in the sky, everybody seeing the lights
Storms executed by the Magni and the Christ
Despite the signs, Satan extended his crimes
Will you fall with the devil and the end of its time?
This is it, "you are saved", now suffer and blaze
Last days, better line yourself up with its ways
Time to pull the cover up of this invisible plan
Every injustice carried on the original man
Still we trying doing sin and counter divine rope
America hates blacks and Muslims and I'm both
They wiping out civilization
Truth is, America's the real terrorist nation
And while the dirty slaves masters slay, thunder, man
You better make sure your good deeds outnumber your bad, or...

All and all this is a dirty deed and lame
Because the real fact is she knows the kinda dude I am   

When all falls down, who you gon' call now?  

Strip Down

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Uh, it's almost about that time
Man, let's see what's going on
Man, what's taking this girls so long?
Should've been here
Oh-oh, there she go
Put it in the driveway
Hey, wassup
Yeah, remember what we talked about, uh?
Still gon' do it, uh?
Don't get scared
I got ya

Come in inside, relax your mind if your guards want to come just let 'em
You got too many layers on you, baby girl is time to shed 'em
No need for shyness, our secret, come on, let me peep it
That, you can keep it, I'm just try'na see what's underneath it
Strip down, yeah, take all that outside hatred off
And all that pain of past relationships, girl, take that off
I started to wonder what new dimension could you be from
The more that comes off you, the more attractive you become
Just rid yourself from all the drama and the craziness
And baby, yes, undress from all that daily stress
Don't be subconscious, I just wanna help reveal you
But the best way I can feel you is if you show me the real you
The one whose mind prysm's in a state of nothingism
Not the one that's putting up those mental defense mechanisms
And as I look at you I can see you're physically divine
But I'm not try'na strip your body down, I'm try'na strip your mind

Strip down, queen, come and take that pressure off
Don't be reserved, open up, let me undress your thoughts
You got the good parts covered up with years of hurt and strife,
Throw all that on the floor, expose yourself to me, tonight

Strip down, queen, come and take that pressure off
Don't be reserved, open up, let me undress your thoughts
You got the good parts covered up with years of hurt and strife,
Throw all that on the floor, expose yourself to me, tonight

It was cool that we had built enough unity,
The point where the revealing of her true nudity, beautifully included me
I used to be the dude who would use and maneuver foolishly
And roofselly pursue women until they move delusively
...And then i met you, and knew that was more to
A woman, then the physical that was meant around to sort through
When you walked into my door, your mind was fully closed
Now I need you to disrobe until you're fully exposed
Take your time, let it slip off you bit by bit
You got a wall around you, I'ma get rid of that brick by brick
Let's set the music, what we do will be exclusive
Not to be intrusive, but to remove it is therapeutic, you can do it
I know your whole life you been through it
This conversation where haven is fluid, man, I knew it
That madness that you wearing, I need to see it unlacing
Underneath that hurtful fabric, there's the woman that I imagined

Strip down, queen, come and take that pressure off
Don't be reserved, open up, let me undress your thoughts
You got the good parts covered up with years of hurt and strife,
Throw all that on the floor, expose yourself to me, tonight

Strip down from low self-esteem. move away from that
Your natural eyes are beautiful, you don't need no color contact
See, girl, you make the planet turn
We both got a lot to learn
You ain't got no perm
But I still love your hair, I'm not concerned
Self doubt, emotional scars, you just can't take no more
Why you wearing make-up, you ain't got no flaws to make up for
I'ma listen to your problems, burn every bad item up
Take out that peace that said your skin tone wasn't light enough
All emotional closed left you colder than the North Pole
Once you part with those, I'ma give you a whole new wardrobe
There she go, look at her, she so attractive to me
Look in the mirror, what you witnessing is natural beauty

M.O.A.N (Missed Opportunities And Negligence)

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All alone gazing at the stars, at home, thoughts are gone
Thinking of a girl who used to kiss the ground, walked upon
Still I didn't lift her up, thought her love was bottomless
I never appreciated her level of tolerance
Verbally abusive with her, kept the feeling low and used her
Partners told me "Man, you better treat her right before you lose her"
"She ain't going nowhere, fool". Wisdom? I ain't try'na listen
Came home and then looked around, all her clothes and stuff was missing
What she plans? Let me call her, we gon' air this drama out
Cellphone: number disconnected, bet she at her momma house
Waited for a day and night, "she need to get out the gas"
Sitting around and still waiting, 2 years and a month had passed
Realized my foolish ways, too late now, but after a while
Seen at a restaurant with her husband and her child
Now since I'm a wiser man, I'm happy to see her free
Even thought it seemed like she got better after leaving me...

...Wow...
Can you believe that? Can you believe that?
I never would have conceived that !

It make me wanna MOAN, missed opportunities and negligence
Didn't cherish what I had and got hurt ever since
You wanna MOAN, self inflicted ditches I was falling in
Would've done it different if I had to do it all again
MOAN, sometimes I MOAN, sometimes we MOAN
sometimes I MOAN, sometimes we...

He was try'na be a hustler, get a street diploma
Fascinated by them crams that make up on the corner
Everybody said "them streets gon' be the death of you"
Mad 'cause mama fussing, she just want the best for you
Youngster thought he knew it all, can nobody tell him nothing
Ever since I could remember lil' daddy been selling something
Jammed him up a couple times, own homies dropping dimes
Made it through without a scratch, still ain't recognized the signs
Met a chick out on the street, hooked up and begun to love her
Caught up in the middle of his business, put no one above her
He got busted, went to jail, thought she'd be the one to suffer
Seen this woman at the trial, found out she a undercover
Didn't save no cash for lawyers, court appointed worst defenders
Judge gave him eleven years, crazy for a first offender
They left, let him out the room, down the hall and straight to prison
Momma words resonating in his memory..."Should've listened"

Make me wanna MOAN, missed opportunities and negligence
Didn't cherish what I had and got hurt ever since
You wanna MOAN, self inflicted ditches I was falling in
Would've done it different if I had to do it all again
MOAN, sometimes I MOAN, sometimes we MOAN
sometimes I MOAN, sometimes we...

Years ago this fella had a son, but didn't stay to name him
Had it from a girl he didn't love so he refused to claim him
She was just another victim that he smashed killing time
His own mama said the baby looks just like him, still denying
She promised it was his child, every night she cry and cry
Any time she'd ask for money, he'd leave her high and dry
Finally she "forget it", even thought that stance was hard
She gave up and let him make it, put it in the hands of God
Now the child is getting older, hanging with the other kids
Broke his mother's heart when he asked her who his father is
Had no answers, years passed, he removed him from his thoughts
Mama raised him well, making graze and really good in sports
Scholarships, boyscouts, TV man, he blowing up
Looking 'bout to make it, here come daddy showing up
"Son", said, "where you been? You can ease back in my life again"
"I don't need you now, you should've came when I needed you then"

Make me wanna MOAN, missed opportunities and negligence
Didn't cherish what I had and got hurt ever since
You wanna MOAN, self inflicted ditches I was falling in
Would've done it different if I had to do it all again
MOAN, sometimes I MOAN, sometimes we MOAN
sometimes I MOAN, sometimes we...

Be Careful

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No heart, selfishness and no consideration for the next man or woman, but why?
Only focused on our own situation, see somebody suffering, we walk by
They might approach you when in need for assistance at a time when their fortunes are low
You look down on 'em like you better than them, but the truth is you just don't know
We got angels among us, dwelling in our presence, God will bless us,
Then place someone in front of us to test us
You can't get a large sum of money or a new car
Then look down on people 'cause they might not be what you are
Drunk off possessions and the root of all evil
But no man can rise above the condition of his people
Don't be arrogant, errant, patience is perseverance
Learn to look inside someone instead of judging by appearance

Be careful of how you treat strangers
You may be entertaining angels who came to protect you from hitting dangers
In disguise studying your ways is what they do
The deed you neglected, dude, could  be the one that saves you

Be careful of how you treat strangers
You may be entertaining angels who came to protect you from hitting dangers
In disguise studying your ways is what they do
The deed you neglected, dude, could be the one that saves you

When trials fall on us we don't look into 'em deep enough we view 'em through a real small lens
Instead of understanding that it's all a part of living we resent God and turn on friends
And help comes to you, one day, in the form of a person that you might not know
But our deep ignorance and lack of understanding we ignore signs and let help go
See, have you ever met a stranger and had a conversation
And it seemed like he's familiar with your life situation?
You know you never told him, but his knowledge is surprising you
Speaking wise words, giving guidance and advising you
Striking mental cords, blood in your veins coursing
Giving you the confidence, positive reinforcements
You start questioning your mind 'how is being done'
I'm not saying it's for sure, but you might be seeing one

Be careful of how you treat strangers
You may be entertaining angels who came to protect you from hitting dangers
In disguise studying your ways is what they do
The deed you neglected, dude, could be the one that saves you

Be careful of how you treat strangers
You may be entertaining angels who came to protect you from hitting dangers
In disguise studying your ways is what they do
The deed you neglected, dude, could be the one that saves you

See, you gotta be aware of your surroundings at all time
Anything is not what it appears to the eye
The thing you look down on could be the thing that saves you
Saves you...

These marvels are far beyond carnal
They warn you of unseen forces that might harm you
Alert you of people and things that could hurt you
And unknown to you, from wrong steps they divert you
The places you started to go, but then decided not to
And then disaster stroke, if you was there they might have got you
The time when your finances couldn't last a month more
And now the land-field of blessing landed on your front door
Someone you never met just supposedly start talking
Touches you saying 'it's gon' be alright' and keeps walking
It happens quite often and we get attitudes
Mean and rude when someone exudes and carry mood
Angels all around, probably see 'em all the time
Not to mention the person, The One, that lives in your mind
Keeping you from falling and guiding you on the their lowest
Wise rise to respect all the people, you never know

Never know, you never know...haha.

The People Are Shit

The day love conquered all is gone, boy, and you're going with it. 

As you move forward, anytime you come closer to something, your vision should be clearer
Am I right?  

Pffff, in a world where evil predominates you can't expect too much from people. It's hard to rest when you see the evil some people possess, it just multiplies stress; my depression's even depressed. Every ounce of love is to benefit for their own interest. It's well known that it's easier to be bad than good 'cause evil: destroys, good: creates. Destroying is much easier than creating.
Motherfucker, welcome into my dimension where the things I create can never be destroyed, but I destroy things that are yet to be created.
You see the marvelous power of words? The higher positions fear people with such capacities, that's why they want us all dead.
That's when you pitiful fucks come in. I think everyone should deserve to be born in a family that knows how to educate its son, unfortunately it's not that easy. I won't keep any history lessons, today, 'cause if I would we'd go too much off topic, I'll leave that for another time.
It's not completely your fault, though. Since birth you're raised with 3 things in mind: money, fame, sex. That's all most of you people do, you don't even fathom thinking ahead, you're trapped in your delusional vision of the world. If you only knew how many things are going on around you and how free you could be by just having a glimpse of them.I know that at least once in your life you will think "There must be something in this life that means more than money, fame and sex". That's the limit of knowledge of most people around you, and it's a shame.
Most people are satisfied by having what's being offered to them naturally. That's not being happy. Happiness will never knock on your door if you stand still, you have roam the world in order to find it. You? You just sit there and eat everything that's being thrown at you.
Why do you think that people that are famous are trying to go back in their old days where they weren't? Because fame kills your life, and you blind fuck...you would kill to become famous.
It's pathetic how people  refuse a genuine help from someone that really wants to help them...Somehow it's understandable, because you found just deplorable people whom destroyed your hopes and now you don't believe in anyone else but yourself, you think anyone wants your harm. You're so busy finding the bad qualities within people that you forgot how you once were and how you enjoyed life without material things in your life. There are actually people like me that still wanna help those around me, especially the ones I love, and if you, homie, deny my help 'cause you see I want your harm...then something's wrong with you, you'd need a brain check.
Don't let nobody undermine you, I don't like repeating myself, so before going on you should check these:
http://crys-fromtheheart.blogspot.com/2011/03/holla-at-me.html
http://crys-fromtheheart.blogspot.com/2011/06/do-or-dont.html

I used to wonder why people don't believe in themselves,
Then I saw how They portrait us to anyone else
They cursed us, only to see the worst of ourselves
Blinded of the fact, all time we were hurting ourselves

Something that I observed is that people prefer to tell what they feel and talk about serious problems on fucking messenger. Are you serious? Why do you need words then? You people really fell in an abyss and you even refuse to see the light when it shows to you. That statement "Only people that want to be helped can be helped" it's a true one, believe me.
People that want to help humanity but they're those who helped destroying it, you ain't did shit for this world and you wanna help with your bullshit statements and ideas? Fuck outta here.

Please don't be delusional, you are a tool, and a hidden hand is using ya.  

The man
We men, we should protect the women and children, yet we beat them and we abandon them.
We sell their bodies for some painted paper.
We prostitute women, we pimp children.
We break the dreams of innocent people and then they radically change, going off the righteous path.
Fuckers who venerates cars. let's take that away and we'll expose who you really are.
Men that sell drugs to their own people not caring about them, but money.
Men that want friendly benefits continuously , then when they get up they forget about who helped them.
Men that take away the woman of another friend not caring about him.
Men  that act they never knew you once they get on top.
Women who give soul and body for a man, then that man break their heart and leave them alone.
Men who tear other people down just to build up.

Man, you was wrong for that 
You was wrong for that
On the cool, y'all been kicking it too long for that
I can't believe you that dirty, you too grown for that
And all the stunts that you pulled, homie, they goin come back


The women
Yeah ,man...Women. Those devils in disguise.
Those beings that can kill a man just with an expression of their face or some words. Take me for example: I'm the man that got killed by a woman, and it didn't take much for me to die, just some mere words.
You, woman, you better watch what the fuck flies outta your mouth or I'ma hijack a plane a fly it into your house.
You better start thinking about what you say out from that fucking hole you call mouth, you better wake up and do something for you and not wait for the millionaire to come in your life.
You better start realizing who really loves you and who doesn't.
You better stop taking people from granted because you feel too beautiful, because your beauty was just luck, you could've be born a piece of fuck, haha. Anyway, you're a piece of shit if you act like that, regardlessly of how you look.
That's why I think that some of the most beautiful people are ugly, corrupted by money, drowning in a bottle of Patron.
Women that smoke while carrying their child, you know that's genocide.
Women that prostitute because they're too lazy to find a job, but it's easier to make fun of themselves.
Women that use their beauty as  a tool of seduction.
Men that give everything to a woman  and the woman's intentions are just to make him bleed through the malice of greed.

Girl, you was wrong for that 
You was wrong for that
On the cool, y'all been kicking it too long for that
I can't believe you that dirty you too grown for that
And all the stunts that you pulled, girl, they goin come back

The warning signs of deceit, irresponsibly shun
The move was on purpose, it wasn't subconsciously done
They took your friendship for foolishness, your love for blindness
Took advancement of your heart and disrespected your kindness

To me
(- Yo, Chris...Chrissss)
-  ' The fuck do you want, man? Don't you see I'm busy writing?
(- I know you are, I see you, I'm in your mind, after all)
- Yeah, man, so why are you bothering me for?
(- You know you did her wrong a million times, man. You're not good for her)
- I agreed with you, yesterday, but today? Today nah, man. I can't go on like this. I purposely chose to suffer and I'd do it again, but when she's not in my world I feel so free, my soul feels relieved. If I could I'd chose to suffer to have her in my world. I can't have that option, though.
(-Aww  maan, come on, everything will be ok, you've argued with her other times too and everything got solved)
-Nah, man, it never got solved, it just sounded. After everything she just seemed to understand something, even though I think something got printed in her mind, it wasn't all in vain.
We've argued other times too, I know, but I feel that this time is different, I think it's done, man.
You know, I kinda envy you, self accuse of the spirit/
(-Huh, how come, man?)
-You can't feel the pain I feel, but you can't also feel the love I feel.
(-Man, don't forget that you got a strong mind, not everyone can access his self accuse of the spirit. It's true that I can't feel pain or love, but depending on how you are I get affected by it and those months man, hahaha, you didn't bother talking with me, you were just thinking about her, but it's aight, you know?)
-I know, I know. Although the pain got me damaged like nothing before I won't change man, I never will.
Have you noticed how jealousy changed me?
I became paranoid,  I was thinking her boyfriend is the fault of all...but it's not quite like that, man. I became sightless of the obvious, it's gone fo' real.

The in result let me feel like a worthless man.


To that girl
Damn, that girl got my heart smoked and put me through more suffering than my whole 19 years of life, yet I'm still ready to believe her and trust her and even give my life for her.
Someone once said "Know the limit of your own power". Where's the limit of my tolerance, then? With her I can't find that limit. She stomped, spit, disrespected me, betrayed me, backstabbed me, destroyed me, pulverized me, cremated me and I would still do anything for her and she hasn't even acknowledged me...

The pain an suffering is perpetual
Her mind cut my eye
She left me barely alive, not sick enough to die

That's so cruel. It has come to my mind that the only cause that I'm not in her likings is because she doesn't like the way I look and that's a pity...I know I'm not the most handsome guy you will see, but my heart is bigger than Houston, Texas.
Some say "The chances to find someone like me is 1/1000". I say "The chances you will find someone like me may be one in your life".
When I said I'm the test of your life, I wasn't kidding. I can truly make the difference, I noticed it, lately. I have noticed that when I'm happy, people around me are too and when I'm not, they aren't.

The pain that burst in me feed the Earth, the universe, verbally nursing me

Who loves you: calls you
Who wants you: tells you
Who misses you: calls you
Who don't..just don't
It's that simple

Yet, you seem to have a difficulty showing your feelings towards people. Lying to your heart is one of the worst sins a human can commit, but you say you're always happy. So be it, even though you're sitting in a midst, you know it, right?
You say I don't understand you...maybe you're right, maybe not. The important is that I think that way about you 'cause you actually are like that with me, so don't blame me for thinking something you want me to think about you.
Don't forget why this blog was created. It was created to discuss with you because, unfortunately, that's the only way I can talk with you.

Father forgive them for they don't know right from wrong 
The truth will set you free written down in my songs
And my songs have the cause of death written in code
The  word of God brought to life will save your soul
Save your soul, fool, save your soul 

When I say "I did everything" I actually did. There's no materialism involved, of course, just words from the heart and my sincerity and love. I showed you the path of the righteous through my scriptures and I haven't still shown you everything, but I tried...I sacrificed so much so I could exchange few words with you. I guess you'll know what I really did for you when you'll die.
Indifference catches you up
You're always happy? I'm always happy, that doesn't mean I really am. You're really happy when your heart is, not just your mind.

I never told you how good was to lay in my bed with thee
Only because I was thirsty, baby
And I know that even if you don't see me, you still got affection for me
True love can't be seen, but baby keep believing

Lastly, these are just some...nothing:

I wish you'd search me eveytime you search for something.
Who doesn't appreciate you today will cry you tomorrow 
If you do evil...expect evil back  
Doesn't matter what you say, but what you do

So much pain in my life, sometimes is hard to cope with
The lack of love and defeat it got me feeling hopeless  

This post cannot cover the ground of the subject, what it is written here it has already been said in verses in the previous post.
I have no authority on your brain, but somebody had to teach you, you contain the power to release you.
You never know what you'll find if you open your mind, because it's all in your mind, even the survival in hard times

I hope that one day you can be forgiven
For murdering the beautiful world we used to live in

Before you make yourself look ridiculous and think that I'm only bashing on you or people generally check out:
http://crys-fromtheheart.blogspot.com/2011/03/who-am-i.html

I'm just a mere messenger that has the most high speaking through him and I share my knowledge and lessons with you, and there's just good things to learn from them.  

WHEN DID Y'ALL FORSAKE YOURSELVES?

We Ain't Forgot

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I know how you feel man you feel like you by yourself in the world
All the struggle you been through
And went unnoticed, you ain't alone, check it out
Listen

The one's that's in the county, the one's that's in the pen
The one's who passed away who we won't ever see again
Women and men who sleep beneath the underpass through all seasons
The innocent victims of the streets who died for no reason
The newborns, who in the middle of the night just stopped breathing
The child whose father gave him no warning before leaving
The momma whose child was killed years later, still grieving
Who had faith but circumstances made her stop believing
You got molested when you was young, they raped you and they hit you
You never told nobody, you grown now, and that pain is still with you
The sister who was struggling with daily financial issues
As long as we got breath in our lungs we can't forget you

Uhhh, Don't think that we forgot about youuu
We pray for you every night hoping God'll pull you through
And even if in this life you don't win
No one understands that we'll be the winners in the end

Uhhh, Don't think that we forgot about youuu
We pray for you every night hoping God'll pull you through
And even if in this life you don't win
No one understands that we'll be the winners in the end

We still remember your names and your faces
Blacks killed over daily basics murdered by White racists
Who caught unjust cases, with mase with tribulation
We appreciate the sacrifices made for liberation
The Freedom Fighters who fought when the devil tried to condition us
The indigenous ancestors and the political prisoners
The ones who took they only life, when nobody would listen
The girl who got kidnapped eight months ago and still missing
The one who got shot by the cops with no consequence
Who the news mentioned one time, but you ain't heard about it since
The man who got railroaded thinking justice would prevail
The young homie who got beat in jail and died inside his cell
The good women who can't find a man, even though she need one
Who helped everyone but when she asked for help received none
Who gave all they had till it was nothing left to give
The aborted baby who never even got a chance to live

Uhhh, Don't think that we forgot about youuu
We pray for you every night hoping God'll pull you through
And even if in this life you don't win
No one understands that we'll be the winners in the end

Uhhh, Don't think that we forgot about youuu
We pray for you every night hoping God'll pull you through
And even if in this life you don't win
No one understands that we'll be the winners in the end

The unknown brothers and sisters who were burn to ashes
The million of slaves who died in the middle passage
The young soldier who unjustly lost his life
The family who went to sleep without a meal last night
The young dude who finished change because he dropped out of school
The sister who getting beat on every night by a fool
The worker who grinded hard but seem to never get props
Every brother who shared blood from the hands of devil cops
The ones that started real, but at the time they just dropped off
The Black sell-outs on the list who got they heads chopped off
Every set up on the Black man, every government hit
Every person doing time for the crimes they didn't commit
All figured of racial profiling who had the laws do em
Every crooked politician who got a slug coming to em
All these slick corrupt devils and the money that they stole
And George Bush for every lie that his dirty ass told!

Uhhh, Don't think that we forgot about youuu
We pray for you every night hoping God'll pull you through
And even if in this life you don't win
No one understands that we'll be the winners in the end

Uhhh, Don't think that we forgot about youuu
We pray for you every night hoping God'll pull you through
And even if in this life you don't win
No one understands that we'll be the winners in the end

Check it out
I wanna send much love and respect to everyone
Male and female
We love y'all we ain't forgot